i dont need more drama in my goddamn life anymore. what's with exams, not understanding what i'm studying, friend in a coma, gf with a broken arm, and now a NURSE who is fucking trying to take advantage of my gf? No fucking way is that bitch getting away with touching what's mine. she's fucking going to pay for what she did to my gf. So God help me, or else you'll rue the day you decided to mess with what's mine.
So i'm possessive, but this calls for extreme measures. So to anyone out there who has any intention of messing around with my gf, mark my words. Turn back before it's too late, or else I will personally make sure that you'll pay tenfold whatever you did to my gf. So heed my warning, I'm not exactly one to issue threats lightly.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
short
Ok. This is downright insane. My friend was hit by a car and is in a goddamn coma, and my gf is sporting a broken arm for beating up the bitch that did this to our friend. Bloody fucked up bitch I tell you. Just because you got rejected, and got beaten up when you refused to back down, doesn't give you the right to hit my friend down with a car. What the hell is your problem anyway? Well, at least she's behind bars now. Man, I want to hurt her too, for hurting my friend, and my gf as well.
On a different note, I need help. Help me, teach me to sweep her off her feet and leave her breathless. I sure as hell need help. I'm out of ideas already, seeing how that princess decided to do it next year. Wow. She's too blardy romantic for me to compete. So you people need to help me. Help, help, HELP!! *grumbles*
On a different note, I need help. Help me, teach me to sweep her off her feet and leave her breathless. I sure as hell need help. I'm out of ideas already, seeing how that princess decided to do it next year. Wow. She's too blardy romantic for me to compete. So you people need to help me. Help, help, HELP!! *grumbles*
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
proud
Imagine someone said this about you: I have an anouncement to make, i'm in love and i'm engaged to my beautiful gf and her name is XXX. My heart belongs to her and i will love her until the day i stop breathing. So if you are looking for something more than a friendship back off because it will never happen.
I've never had someone who stood up for me in that manner before. Of course, you can imagine that I have a stupid grin on my face the whole time. I was floating, literally. She really kept her word. There's nothing to be jealous about. She's even announcing it to the whole world that we are engaged. Sure we are, but I'll still like to get her a ring, even if it's only symbolic now.
She's sweet. It sure feels nice having someone defend you like that. One day, perhaps one day, I'll show her jz how much she really means to me after all. =)
I've never had someone who stood up for me in that manner before. Of course, you can imagine that I have a stupid grin on my face the whole time. I was floating, literally. She really kept her word. There's nothing to be jealous about. She's even announcing it to the whole world that we are engaged. Sure we are, but I'll still like to get her a ring, even if it's only symbolic now.
She's sweet. It sure feels nice having someone defend you like that. One day, perhaps one day, I'll show her jz how much she really means to me after all. =)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Wedding bells
Like the idiot I am, I just realized I never blogged about the recent joyous event that happened. My uncle, Andrew Chong, got married! So what's the big deal, you ask me. Well, no offense dear uncle, but he's huge, and what I really mean is fat, and they have been dating for so long it seems like forever.
Anyway, they tied the knot on Saturday, with a church ceremony in the morning, and tea carrying ceremonies at their respective places, and a dinner reception at Jaya Palace, PJ. Ok. Details.
We, meaning, me, mom, grandparents, grand auntie and kevin (i dun like to call him uncle cz it's weird calling someone my age uncle eventho that is his title), uncle john and auntie candy, arrived at auntie Ah Yoong's place (sorry la, I dunno how to spell her english name) on Thursday. We reached in the evening, and after dinner, and everybody took a short break, they started playing mahjong. In the midst of the game, uncle Wing Ho brought out the bottle of Kahlua, coffee liquour. We mixed it with Smirnoff, premium vodka, on the rocks. It was nice.
The next day, being a Friday, we actually wanted to go Sunway Pyramid to do a little bit of shopping. But since the hostesses were busy, we called it off. We spent the whole day at the mahjong table. Mel came over in the evening, and we had a good time. We, meaning me, kevin and mel each had a can of beer. Mel had Budweister, while kevin and I had Guiness. After that, we had a couple of rounds of Kahlua with Smirnoff and a dash of milk with a couple of ice cubes. It was way better then the 1st taste. After that, we broke open the Finlandia, a mango infused vodka. It was alright. The mango covered the smell of the vodka. After that, we tried the De Kuyper, a butterscotch caremel liquour. We had it neat, and it was sweet. Our 2nd and 3rd rounds, we mixed it with Smirnoff. We even told uncle Wing Ho about it. Kevin downed his 1st couple of glasses in a gulp. Wow.
We met uncle SKY. That's his initials, but everybody seems to be calling him SKY (sky). He's quite alright, I suppose. He's uncle james's good friend. He was there as an extra driver. So yea, that was Friday. I guess, I had a tad bit extra alcohol in my system that night. I couldn't really sleep. The next day, was the big day.
The church ceremony was so beautiful, I couldn't really help thinking what it would be like if it was the both of us there instead. From there, we went back to the house for the tea carrying ceremony. It was done rather haphazardly, but it was alright, I guess. Then, we went over to the bride's place, for their tea carrying ceremony. Or rather, uncle andrew was involved, but the rest of us went there for the food. I had my can of Heinekken (is that even how u spell it? i have no clue) during lunch. Yummy!
Soon enough, it was time for dinner. We, namely me, mel, and kevin helped out a little bit in the beginning. We helped distribute the chocolates, cute little things, and helped out a little bit at the reception area. Of course, we were fooling around more often then not, but, we had so little tables to our side. Well, what can I say? It was rather fun, even though I had to walk around in heels and ohgodforbid a skirt.
During dinner, which included suckling pig and roast pork, buddha jump over the wall, steamed idkhowtospell (prompret? pompret?) fish, baked live prawns and dried scallops with vegetables. These are the only dishes worth mentioning. And oh! The drinks. I had beer, red wine, whiskey and brandy. =D Yummy, delicious.
All in all, a very very very good weekend indeed. =D Cheers!!
Anyway, they tied the knot on Saturday, with a church ceremony in the morning, and tea carrying ceremonies at their respective places, and a dinner reception at Jaya Palace, PJ. Ok. Details.
We, meaning, me, mom, grandparents, grand auntie and kevin (i dun like to call him uncle cz it's weird calling someone my age uncle eventho that is his title), uncle john and auntie candy, arrived at auntie Ah Yoong's place (sorry la, I dunno how to spell her english name) on Thursday. We reached in the evening, and after dinner, and everybody took a short break, they started playing mahjong. In the midst of the game, uncle Wing Ho brought out the bottle of Kahlua, coffee liquour. We mixed it with Smirnoff, premium vodka, on the rocks. It was nice.
The next day, being a Friday, we actually wanted to go Sunway Pyramid to do a little bit of shopping. But since the hostesses were busy, we called it off. We spent the whole day at the mahjong table. Mel came over in the evening, and we had a good time. We, meaning me, kevin and mel each had a can of beer. Mel had Budweister, while kevin and I had Guiness. After that, we had a couple of rounds of Kahlua with Smirnoff and a dash of milk with a couple of ice cubes. It was way better then the 1st taste. After that, we broke open the Finlandia, a mango infused vodka. It was alright. The mango covered the smell of the vodka. After that, we tried the De Kuyper, a butterscotch caremel liquour. We had it neat, and it was sweet. Our 2nd and 3rd rounds, we mixed it with Smirnoff. We even told uncle Wing Ho about it. Kevin downed his 1st couple of glasses in a gulp. Wow.
We met uncle SKY. That's his initials, but everybody seems to be calling him SKY (sky). He's quite alright, I suppose. He's uncle james's good friend. He was there as an extra driver. So yea, that was Friday. I guess, I had a tad bit extra alcohol in my system that night. I couldn't really sleep. The next day, was the big day.
The church ceremony was so beautiful, I couldn't really help thinking what it would be like if it was the both of us there instead. From there, we went back to the house for the tea carrying ceremony. It was done rather haphazardly, but it was alright, I guess. Then, we went over to the bride's place, for their tea carrying ceremony. Or rather, uncle andrew was involved, but the rest of us went there for the food. I had my can of Heinekken (is that even how u spell it? i have no clue) during lunch. Yummy!
Soon enough, it was time for dinner. We, namely me, mel, and kevin helped out a little bit in the beginning. We helped distribute the chocolates, cute little things, and helped out a little bit at the reception area. Of course, we were fooling around more often then not, but, we had so little tables to our side. Well, what can I say? It was rather fun, even though I had to walk around in heels and ohgodforbid a skirt.
During dinner, which included suckling pig and roast pork, buddha jump over the wall, steamed idkhowtospell (prompret? pompret?) fish, baked live prawns and dried scallops with vegetables. These are the only dishes worth mentioning. And oh! The drinks. I had beer, red wine, whiskey and brandy. =D Yummy, delicious.
All in all, a very very very good weekend indeed. =D Cheers!!
declaration
This is just a little something I did for my baby. Hope she loves it.
The day I met you, was and still is
A blessing.
Slow as I always am, I never really realized just
How much you mean to me.
Angel,
I wish,
Long to look into your eyes,
Openly, in public, in front of everyone, and
Verify and confirm just how much I love you
Each and everyday of my life.
U, my sweet love, are the only one I surrender my everything to.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
jumble
Did I mention that my idiot was involved in a car accident? Drink and drive. Sigh. That woman is making me age faster than anything. She's so accident prone that it seems like she's getting injured, on average, once a fortnight. Sigh. Anything can happen to her.
Anyway, that's just a short line about my baby. I wanted to talk about my shopping expedition with the monkie and the piglet, ie, Jein and Esther. We went shopping for something for Jein's bf, had dinner at Wendy's, and ended up spending tons of time at Giant. They had to get stuff to make hampers out of for the event they have on today.
And so, yeah, we bought like, a whole trolley full of junk food, worth around rm96++. Can you imagine it? I bet the cashier woman and everybody who saw us there thought we were gorging on junk food. =.=
We started wrapping the hampers at night, around 11+. And, we ended up finishing the wrapping at around 2. Wow. We had a lil midnight snack and studied a lil, and went back to sleep. =) Will post up the pictures after this weekend I think, or sometime when I'm somewhere with a good, fast connection. =x
Till then, ciao! I'll be at Puchong, cause my uncle is getting married on Saturday.
Anyway, that's just a short line about my baby. I wanted to talk about my shopping expedition with the monkie and the piglet, ie, Jein and Esther. We went shopping for something for Jein's bf, had dinner at Wendy's, and ended up spending tons of time at Giant. They had to get stuff to make hampers out of for the event they have on today.
And so, yeah, we bought like, a whole trolley full of junk food, worth around rm96++. Can you imagine it? I bet the cashier woman and everybody who saw us there thought we were gorging on junk food. =.=
We started wrapping the hampers at night, around 11+. And, we ended up finishing the wrapping at around 2. Wow. We had a lil midnight snack and studied a lil, and went back to sleep. =) Will post up the pictures after this weekend I think, or sometime when I'm somewhere with a good, fast connection. =x
Till then, ciao! I'll be at Puchong, cause my uncle is getting married on Saturday.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Mad?
In many little ways, I take after my dad. My girl and I share some common traits as well. I'm talking about grudges. Apparently, I can really hold grudges. I seem to remember clearly how people have wronged me.
But why all the talk about grudges, you may ask. Well, it's all because of today. Taryn asked me, numerous times, to have dinner with them at Yuen's Steamboat, as a birthday celebration for Shi Ni. Well, needless to say, I didn't go. But something Taryn said, and the way she said it, lingered.
"Just let it go and come to dinner with us."
Everybody figures I'm still mad. The logic is, I keep asking everybody whether I seem mad at her. This seems to prove that I'm still mad. Truth be told, I have no animosity towards her. In fact, I have no feelings whatsoever. I keep asking, is because I don't think that the way I act indicates that I'm mad at her. Everybody thinks, almost everybody thinks that I'm mad at her.
Perhaps I'm being over sensitive, but I can feel that my friends are disappointed in my actions today. Perhaps. But, I have no regrets over what I did, or did not do. With that all said and done, I just don't need someone like her in my life. As an acquaintance, I have no problem with that. I would share her gift when asked, but, I'll not go through great lengths to make a big deal out of her birthday.
To digress a bit, nobody has ever really made a big fuss out of my birthday. That's why, I would always remember how Jein and the others celebrated mine for me this year. They made me feel special. It's going to be even more special when Tashie comes over. Nobody has ever made such a big deal out of my birthday. I mean, she's coming all the way from USA just for my birthday. It's gestures like this, that really make me feel loved and wanted.
But ok. This post is not really about me. let's not steal the limelight from Shi Ni. I have nothing else to say anymore. I'm tired of repeating myself. I sound like a broken down recorder. So for the record, I am not mad. I just don't need someone like her in my life. Enough is enough. It takes a lot to happen for me to actually NOT want the friendship. Enough said.
But why all the talk about grudges, you may ask. Well, it's all because of today. Taryn asked me, numerous times, to have dinner with them at Yuen's Steamboat, as a birthday celebration for Shi Ni. Well, needless to say, I didn't go. But something Taryn said, and the way she said it, lingered.
"Just let it go and come to dinner with us."
Everybody figures I'm still mad. The logic is, I keep asking everybody whether I seem mad at her. This seems to prove that I'm still mad. Truth be told, I have no animosity towards her. In fact, I have no feelings whatsoever. I keep asking, is because I don't think that the way I act indicates that I'm mad at her. Everybody thinks, almost everybody thinks that I'm mad at her.
Perhaps I'm being over sensitive, but I can feel that my friends are disappointed in my actions today. Perhaps. But, I have no regrets over what I did, or did not do. With that all said and done, I just don't need someone like her in my life. As an acquaintance, I have no problem with that. I would share her gift when asked, but, I'll not go through great lengths to make a big deal out of her birthday.
To digress a bit, nobody has ever really made a big fuss out of my birthday. That's why, I would always remember how Jein and the others celebrated mine for me this year. They made me feel special. It's going to be even more special when Tashie comes over. Nobody has ever made such a big deal out of my birthday. I mean, she's coming all the way from USA just for my birthday. It's gestures like this, that really make me feel loved and wanted.
But ok. This post is not really about me. let's not steal the limelight from Shi Ni. I have nothing else to say anymore. I'm tired of repeating myself. I sound like a broken down recorder. So for the record, I am not mad. I just don't need someone like her in my life. Enough is enough. It takes a lot to happen for me to actually NOT want the friendship. Enough said.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
idiot
Here's another post about my girlfriend, a full fledged post about her. She's an angel, my angel, who's going off to medical school soon. She's going to be a nurse. I totally support her, and I'm proud of her, but, it means not really being able to talk to her.
I mean, I know this would happen sooner or later. The moment she said she wants to continue her studies, I knew it would happen. These past few days have been a blessing. I would talk to her on the phone, chat with her online, and actually get replies to my emails. Never have I woken up just to sit in front of the computer except for these past few days. The moment I wake up, I call her, and we promise to meet each other online. I would sit there for hours. It makes it feel like the times we used to share, talking for hours on end, about nothing in particular. I mean, I would prefer to talk to her thro the phone, but if this is as good as it gets, I'm not complaining.
I remember not going online after 11 pm last time, during my semester break after finals. Why? Because she would call, and we would talk till 3, 4am. And the phone would always cut us off after 1 hour 30 minutes. LOL! Those were the days I would charge my phone every single day, just because we talk so long. She would even send me text message while we talk, jz to tease me or to make a point. I still remember once, I got a scolding from my dad, cz he realized that I was STILL on the phone at 4 am. I told Tashie about it, and she was like, 'oh-ho!' Haha...
But now, she's back home, and she's going to start school soon. She was the one who told me that we might not talk to each other as often as we do right now. When I read that email, as soon as I could after I woke up, I felt like crying. The sharp stabs of pain in my heart just goes to prove how much she means to me. She's such a huge part of my life. I know what life would be like without talking to her, and I don't ever want to go through that again if I can help it.
I want to be the one to wake her up each morning, and I want to be the last person to talk to her before she sleeps. I want to be there for her when she's down, when she's injured. My baby hurts herself so often I can't help shaking my head. Sigh... That idiot... I think I love her even more... =x
I mean, I know this would happen sooner or later. The moment she said she wants to continue her studies, I knew it would happen. These past few days have been a blessing. I would talk to her on the phone, chat with her online, and actually get replies to my emails. Never have I woken up just to sit in front of the computer except for these past few days. The moment I wake up, I call her, and we promise to meet each other online. I would sit there for hours. It makes it feel like the times we used to share, talking for hours on end, about nothing in particular. I mean, I would prefer to talk to her thro the phone, but if this is as good as it gets, I'm not complaining.
I remember not going online after 11 pm last time, during my semester break after finals. Why? Because she would call, and we would talk till 3, 4am. And the phone would always cut us off after 1 hour 30 minutes. LOL! Those were the days I would charge my phone every single day, just because we talk so long. She would even send me text message while we talk, jz to tease me or to make a point. I still remember once, I got a scolding from my dad, cz he realized that I was STILL on the phone at 4 am. I told Tashie about it, and she was like, 'oh-ho!' Haha...
But now, she's back home, and she's going to start school soon. She was the one who told me that we might not talk to each other as often as we do right now. When I read that email, as soon as I could after I woke up, I felt like crying. The sharp stabs of pain in my heart just goes to prove how much she means to me. She's such a huge part of my life. I know what life would be like without talking to her, and I don't ever want to go through that again if I can help it.
I want to be the one to wake her up each morning, and I want to be the last person to talk to her before she sleeps. I want to be there for her when she's down, when she's injured. My baby hurts herself so often I can't help shaking my head. Sigh... That idiot... I think I love her even more... =x