tag 3 people doing this meme when completed.
1. My ex is:
doing whatever that should be done.
2. I am listening to:
Stolen - Dashboard Confessions
3. Maybe I should:
stop waiting for the sky to fall.
4. I love:
who you are. Don't ever change.
5. My best friend:
is me!! my friends, on the other hand, ROCK!!! :D
6. I don't understand:
why.
7. I lose:
my sleep over nothing. sigh.
8. People say:
I'm such a good friend.
9. The meaning for my screen name is:
I'm happy!! :P
10. Love is:
when you're willing to do practically everything for that other person.
11. -MIA. BRB-
12. I will always:
look out for my good friends.
13. Forever:
is a term I wish I could say for the both of us. :P
14. I never want to:
hurt your feelings.
15. My cell phone is:
my 'darling'!! :)
16. When I wake up in the morning:
I wish i could go back to bed... :(
17. I get annoyed at:
people bugging me nonstop.. blek!
18. Parties are:
a good way of hooking up. hahahaha.
19. My dog is:
the cutest thing on the planet!! :D
20. Kisses are wrong when:
there aint love between us..
21. Today I am:
a pig.
22. Tonight I will:
dream of you.
23. Tomorrow I will:
see Gan Li in the morning!! wakakakka
24. I really want:
something. :P
25. When I look in the mirror today, I:
see my 'hawt' look.... ahahahahah
26. When I drive my car:
I wanna explore KL.
27. A word that rhymes with Park is:
Clark
28. Bright room or dark room:
dark..
29. If I'm alone in the room with 2 beds, I'll:
invite a friend to sleep over.. :)
30. The last thing I said to someone was:
OMG! lol
The 3 honoured people I tagged are:
KeeKuen
YuHe
Kang
(to the others, feel free to do it too.. :) okie?? )
Monday, August 27, 2007
Friday, August 24, 2007
hurt
great. i guess i'm wrong on all accounts. ok.
so what i'm not tat particularly close to my uni friends?? betrayal is wat we call, a pinch of salt.
so i guess, i would definitely be closer to my SAM friends. but no...... they dun tell me anything.
so i figured, nvm. as long as i still have my high school friends, i have someone to fall back on.
and den? i get burned. by whom? by no one but the one i trusted the most among everybody, the one i tell the most to, the one i turn to when things get sour, the one i hate to see being upset or sad or unhappy.
i tell u, this sucks. this feeling sucks. i'm useless. fine. i get it. i'm not worth being your friend. just. watever man. watever.
(p/s: i DID say ages ago, i dun like to be hurt. and now this???)
a special thanks to YuHe man! thanks a great deal. u've shown me wat it is like to be the closest thing to be a best friend.
so what i'm not tat particularly close to my uni friends?? betrayal is wat we call, a pinch of salt.
so i guess, i would definitely be closer to my SAM friends. but no...... they dun tell me anything.
so i figured, nvm. as long as i still have my high school friends, i have someone to fall back on.
and den? i get burned. by whom? by no one but the one i trusted the most among everybody, the one i tell the most to, the one i turn to when things get sour, the one i hate to see being upset or sad or unhappy.
i tell u, this sucks. this feeling sucks. i'm useless. fine. i get it. i'm not worth being your friend. just. watever man. watever.
(p/s: i DID say ages ago, i dun like to be hurt. and now this???)
a special thanks to YuHe man! thanks a great deal. u've shown me wat it is like to be the closest thing to be a best friend.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
angst
mixed thoughts and feelings. i dunno how i should feel now. Sigh.
on one hand, i still like you. on the other hand, it is futile to like you this much.
a friend told me, not to invite hurt. i totally agree. but something draws me towards you. I've tried to act cool and distant, but it 's not working. god knows i've tried. ever since that incident, i've tried. there were times, when i believe, we can be good together. like the perfect pair. but there are times, when i know, this is impossible.
knowing it to be impossible, yet still attempting and getting close. i'm such an flaming idiot, am i not?? on top of this, i'm facing other problems, as mentioned previously.
haha. (bitterly) i should stop tis tomfoolery. a little help please??
i should, i have to, i MUST, get it out of my mind. i refuse to be a slave to my emotions. i cant get everyone to like me, so i might as well be cruel to be kind to myself. so. just slap me if you feel that i'm being way too kind. perhaps, it'll be easier next year?
on one hand, i still like you. on the other hand, it is futile to like you this much.
a friend told me, not to invite hurt. i totally agree. but something draws me towards you. I've tried to act cool and distant, but it 's not working. god knows i've tried. ever since that incident, i've tried. there were times, when i believe, we can be good together. like the perfect pair. but there are times, when i know, this is impossible.
knowing it to be impossible, yet still attempting and getting close. i'm such an flaming idiot, am i not?? on top of this, i'm facing other problems, as mentioned previously.
haha. (bitterly) i should stop tis tomfoolery. a little help please??
i should, i have to, i MUST, get it out of my mind. i refuse to be a slave to my emotions. i cant get everyone to like me, so i might as well be cruel to be kind to myself. so. just slap me if you feel that i'm being way too kind. perhaps, it'll be easier next year?
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
unwanted complications
gosh! feel so down and betrayed. to be honest, i was in a rather contented good mood. what's with hanging out with my frenz, having a nice time with my housemates, with no-one to avoid or to be avoided. and then, THIS had to happen. shit had to land on my otherwise contented life.
seriously. all i wanted is a happy life, meaning NO complications. no love complications, no family complications and no friendship complications. i dont want to go into any details here, coz i feel, although a blog is a personal thing, it's still linked to the internet, and i have no wish to offend anyone reading, or NOT reading this blog at all.
like i said, complications are something i dont want right now. seriously? i'm swimming in dangerous waters, and seem to be pulled by the current, going deeper and deeper. i think, i should stop. being friends is best for everyone. :)
forgive and forget. am i really TAT noble? as much as i loath to end any friendship, there is only so much 1 can take. i mean, i really really felt hurt that you said tat, what more mentioned it. am i really that terrible?
on 2nd thoughts, it better remain a rethorical question. i have no wish, nor do i desire getting any answers. any further questions about the incident in question can be directed to me, PERSONALLY. if u muz know, at least dun be a coward. =P
seriously. all i wanted is a happy life, meaning NO complications. no love complications, no family complications and no friendship complications. i dont want to go into any details here, coz i feel, although a blog is a personal thing, it's still linked to the internet, and i have no wish to offend anyone reading, or NOT reading this blog at all.
like i said, complications are something i dont want right now. seriously? i'm swimming in dangerous waters, and seem to be pulled by the current, going deeper and deeper. i think, i should stop. being friends is best for everyone. :)
forgive and forget. am i really TAT noble? as much as i loath to end any friendship, there is only so much 1 can take. i mean, i really really felt hurt that you said tat, what more mentioned it. am i really that terrible?
on 2nd thoughts, it better remain a rethorical question. i have no wish, nor do i desire getting any answers. any further questions about the incident in question can be directed to me, PERSONALLY. if u muz know, at least dun be a coward. =P
Sunday, August 19, 2007
tokyo drift!!
okie okie!! i have interesting news. so i went back to hostel early. instead of my customary sunday, i went back yesterday, on a saturday. why? coz i wanted to celebrate megan's bday with her, go to the carnival to show support, N to go for the motor show. when mel came back, she told me that the motor show is worth the entrance, as there were people drifting. yeah... so the carnival was boring... there were, wat? 8 stalls set up?? yea... basically, and i'm sorry, kinda pathetic...
but OO!!! the motor show!! despite the number of modified protons littering the area, there were a number of nice cars!! :) and oh!! the drifting!! u see, Candee has a friend, who so happens to be a drifter.... so he was nice.... he took us drifting for a few rounds... :) of course, when it was my turn, it was kinda late, so he asked his friend to give me a ride, while he took his gf for a spin.... and so happens, Megan noes this guy... happens to be her god-sis's bf... LOL.... small world eh?? it was fun, the drifting... :) i tell you, i wanna go again!! :) the thing about drifting for the 1st time, is u can actually feel the adrenalin rush... it's damn cool!! I wanna find a special someone that drifts too!!! :(
and this, my dear friends, is the car i sat in.... DRIFTING!!!
drift car!! hehe... sorry for the blurness... paiseh!!
look at that dust!! man!!
wait.... wait.... look!!
TURBO!!!!!! hahahaha..... flame shooters!! cigs, anyone??? =P
one of the sport cars there.... i think they race with it..... :)
the one and only......... FERRARI!!! :D
blinking headlights!! :)
one of the cars on display
check out the bonet man!! :)
like look so fierce right?? =P
cutie!!!
like the design... is cool!!
array of cars... :)
car with stereo in the boot... wow!!!
Megan's belated celebrations.. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hehe... (not that she reads my blog.. -.-')
Picture of the cake... too bad it's a bit blur....
Mel, Taryn and me just before we head out for dinner.. :) Taryn was on duty as she couldn't join us later. Pity!
but OO!!! the motor show!! despite the number of modified protons littering the area, there were a number of nice cars!! :) and oh!! the drifting!! u see, Candee has a friend, who so happens to be a drifter.... so he was nice.... he took us drifting for a few rounds... :) of course, when it was my turn, it was kinda late, so he asked his friend to give me a ride, while he took his gf for a spin.... and so happens, Megan noes this guy... happens to be her god-sis's bf... LOL.... small world eh?? it was fun, the drifting... :) i tell you, i wanna go again!! :) the thing about drifting for the 1st time, is u can actually feel the adrenalin rush... it's damn cool!! I wanna find a special someone that drifts too!!! :(
and this, my dear friends, is the car i sat in.... DRIFTING!!!
drift car!! hehe... sorry for the blurness... paiseh!!
look at that dust!! man!!
wait.... wait.... look!!
TURBO!!!!!! hahahaha..... flame shooters!! cigs, anyone??? =P
one of the sport cars there.... i think they race with it..... :)
the one and only......... FERRARI!!! :D
blinking headlights!! :)
one of the cars on display
check out the bonet man!! :)
like look so fierce right?? =P
cutie!!!
like the design... is cool!!
array of cars... :)
car with stereo in the boot... wow!!!
Megan's belated celebrations.. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hehe... (not that she reads my blog.. -.-')
Picture of the cake... too bad it's a bit blur....
Mel, Taryn and me just before we head out for dinner.. :) Taryn was on duty as she couldn't join us later. Pity!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
distant?
so. i've decided to blog today. u noe something? i just realized something. being withdrawn and some might say, cold, is rather easy.
i just realized. i've been acting rather distant to you, haven't i? i'm sorry. but i admit, it was set out to be done rather purposely. hmm.. do u think it's working? my monash friends should have a better idea of whom i'm talking about. :) so. what is the verdict?
i just realized. i've been acting rather distant to you, haven't i? i'm sorry. but i admit, it was set out to be done rather purposely. hmm.. do u think it's working? my monash friends should have a better idea of whom i'm talking about. :) so. what is the verdict?
Saturday, August 11, 2007
KeeKuen
ramblings:
X: Bye bye!! i'm goin to online. in foyer..
Y: ha??! u goin kuantan???!
- end of conversation-
-.-" damn zadao rite?? how 'goin to online. in foyer' can become 'goin to kuantan'... LOL...
neways. talk about zadao-ness... let me tell u something on those lines.
tat day thursday, 1 am.... suddenly, i receive a sms from keekuen.. 'i come ur place visit visit yea!! den overnite okie??' den... 5 minutes later, she sent another one.. 'u sleep edi ar??'
hahahha.... funny rite, this gal.... hehehe.... so neways, she came over after lessons on thursday... i met her in SS15, SJ at around 6 sumthing... ate at Yew Sang... fatty uncle no more there....... :( is old uncle now.... :( sad sad... neways... we went to try our luck at getting some cendol... :( too bad they closing at tat time.. so no cendol... (keekuen went like, 'thank god!! if nt i'll be even fatter!! bad laura.. bad bad laura...' in her heart) den we ma take the bus back to sunway lorr... den i took her go explore explore sunway campus lorr.... hehehe.....
den we went back to hostel, and i intro-ed her to most of my housemates... :) den i studied abit, while she played abit of computer....... den we had burger, and den chat chat wif jein... :) den v both on9 for a short while.... den i kacau her whn she chatting wif jared n a senior... :) hahaha..... notty, i noe..... but it was fun..... den we chat chat till late late... around 2 something.... and we were supposed to go uni at 8 the next day.... LOL!!!
the next day, we went to college..... den look see look see... LOL!!! den den den.... we went back to our respective destinations.... :( sad sad.... miss her lots lerr....... :(
X: Bye bye!! i'm goin to online. in foyer..
Y: ha??! u goin kuantan???!
- end of conversation-
-.-" damn zadao rite?? how 'goin to online. in foyer' can become 'goin to kuantan'... LOL...
neways. talk about zadao-ness... let me tell u something on those lines.
tat day thursday, 1 am.... suddenly, i receive a sms from keekuen.. 'i come ur place visit visit yea!! den overnite okie??' den... 5 minutes later, she sent another one.. 'u sleep edi ar??'
hahahha.... funny rite, this gal.... hehehe.... so neways, she came over after lessons on thursday... i met her in SS15, SJ at around 6 sumthing... ate at Yew Sang... fatty uncle no more there....... :( is old uncle now.... :( sad sad... neways... we went to try our luck at getting some cendol... :( too bad they closing at tat time.. so no cendol... (keekuen went like, 'thank god!! if nt i'll be even fatter!! bad laura.. bad bad laura...' in her heart) den we ma take the bus back to sunway lorr... den i took her go explore explore sunway campus lorr.... hehehe.....
den we went back to hostel, and i intro-ed her to most of my housemates... :) den i studied abit, while she played abit of computer....... den we had burger, and den chat chat wif jein... :) den v both on9 for a short while.... den i kacau her whn she chatting wif jared n a senior... :) hahaha..... notty, i noe..... but it was fun..... den we chat chat till late late... around 2 something.... and we were supposed to go uni at 8 the next day.... LOL!!!
the next day, we went to college..... den look see look see... LOL!!! den den den.... we went back to our respective destinations.... :( sad sad.... miss her lots lerr....... :(
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
bday bday!!
ho ho!! i had fun today!! hehe.... i tell u ar, i gt this bad habit.... once i wake up from sleep, i can never go back to bed.... sigh..... u noe? i woke up tis morning at 7. 20 am.... objective? pass the pressie to Taryn. OMG! i tell you, you really really should have seen her reaction this morning... she went like, 'omgomgomg!! wth wth!! why why?? wat's happening?? wat's goin on?? wat you guys doin??' and stuff like that... hahaha.... so cute laaa tat girl.... hahahha.... mel n i kept laughing and laughing... so funny laa.... she really like, stunned u noe.... den it's like, she kept hugging the bag... like hugging teddy bear liddat..... LOL...... summore giggling like no tmr.... hahaha... damn kawaii la tat fella.... hahaha...
den i went back home while those 2 went to uni.... den hor.... around 9 sumthing.... ganli jie msg me..... complain hungry worr.... for once in my life, i hear her say the word 'hungry'... den hor.... i ma start walking to uni lorr.... hehe.... den join them at the library.... helped mel do her management thingy, den oni go makan.... hehee..... den after Michelle came, we set up the cake... den, and i tell u this is classic... cz the cake is for ganli and taryn...
ganli: buy cake for who?? whose birthday??
den hor.... we were sniggering there... den we put the cake in front of ganli and taryn, den ganli went like, 'har?? for us???' =.=" hahaha.... den v took pics, and pics, and pics... ganli's face was as red as the tomato.. or even worse... lol!!! seriously!! wait i get pics from her n michelle and mel, den u'll get wat i mean... hehe... den taryn cut the cake, and ganli distributed the cake... lol.... it was a chocolate mousse from bakerzin... fuiyo!! nice cake, nice tag... -.-" hehehe.....
all in all, it was a nice celebration... hehehheh.....
den i went back home while those 2 went to uni.... den hor.... around 9 sumthing.... ganli jie msg me..... complain hungry worr.... for once in my life, i hear her say the word 'hungry'... den hor.... i ma start walking to uni lorr.... hehe.... den join them at the library.... helped mel do her management thingy, den oni go makan.... hehee..... den after Michelle came, we set up the cake... den, and i tell u this is classic... cz the cake is for ganli and taryn...
ganli: buy cake for who?? whose birthday??
den hor.... we were sniggering there... den we put the cake in front of ganli and taryn, den ganli went like, 'har?? for us???' =.=" hahaha.... den v took pics, and pics, and pics... ganli's face was as red as the tomato.. or even worse... lol!!! seriously!! wait i get pics from her n michelle and mel, den u'll get wat i mean... hehe... den taryn cut the cake, and ganli distributed the cake... lol.... it was a chocolate mousse from bakerzin... fuiyo!! nice cake, nice tag... -.-" hehehe.....
all in all, it was a nice celebration... hehehheh.....
Sunday, August 05, 2007
4th aug
today, i went out with WenChean, Celine and WanYu. it was fun!! hehe.. we went for MFM, (again!) haha... thinking back, it sure seems like our fav hangout. i mean, everytime we do go out for a decent meal, we kinda usually, 80% of the time end up in MFM... haha... i wonder why.... hahhaa......
we ate the flaming giant lobster platter for 3, and ordered battered country mushrooms... hehe.. den we went for movie.. THE SIMPSONS!! hehe... actually, it's my 2nd time watching... i must say, it's rather entertaining... haha... but 2 is the limit... no more... den we went shopping!! hehe... den i was rather tired, so went back to sunway instead of joining juin n the others for dinner... sori!!
hehe.... ate dinner with Michelle, den went back and took a nap... talked to mom before sleeping.. hehe... i think i actually slept for only an hour or so... dun ask me why... talking about sleep... this past few days, din really get to sleep well... for all of u who noe me, you'll be surprised... i slept at past 12 midnight, and actually woke up wayyyyyy before the alarm... at 6.15 am!! and, i dunno laa... last night was a weird night for me... maybe i was too excited about meeting wenchean and the others, but, ever since i moved out from home, to stay out, i nvr once woke up 3 -4 times during the night for no reason watsoever... i mean, come on!! seriously?? i dun like it... kinda freaky, when you think about it.
we ate the flaming giant lobster platter for 3, and ordered battered country mushrooms... hehe.. den we went for movie.. THE SIMPSONS!! hehe... actually, it's my 2nd time watching... i must say, it's rather entertaining... haha... but 2 is the limit... no more... den we went shopping!! hehe... den i was rather tired, so went back to sunway instead of joining juin n the others for dinner... sori!!
hehe.... ate dinner with Michelle, den went back and took a nap... talked to mom before sleeping.. hehe... i think i actually slept for only an hour or so... dun ask me why... talking about sleep... this past few days, din really get to sleep well... for all of u who noe me, you'll be surprised... i slept at past 12 midnight, and actually woke up wayyyyyy before the alarm... at 6.15 am!! and, i dunno laa... last night was a weird night for me... maybe i was too excited about meeting wenchean and the others, but, ever since i moved out from home, to stay out, i nvr once woke up 3 -4 times during the night for no reason watsoever... i mean, come on!! seriously?? i dun like it... kinda freaky, when you think about it.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
uphill downhill.. :P
told ya guys i went over to yuhe's place on saturday yea? well... din managed to print my hw, which, by the way, is fine with me. instead, ate cheese cake.. ehhehe...
yup!! yuhe made cheese cake for me!! hehehe.... nice nice!! den i followed them up the hills to someone's orchard... hehe.... we went 'hunting'.. hehe.... it was fun!! hehe... well.. i DID managed to exercise a fair bit... u noe? walking up and down the hill is damn exhausting... i went home, and after dinner and Hiei, i went to sleep.. i was so tired!! on the positive side of things, it's really a good de-stressing activity. :)
neways, back to the present. it's been so long since i last blogged, that i really have no idea what i wanna talk about. -.-" sad rite? sigh..... looks like i have to find some new topics to talk about or else this blog is really goin to the dogs soon...
yup!! yuhe made cheese cake for me!! hehehe.... nice nice!! den i followed them up the hills to someone's orchard... hehe.... we went 'hunting'.. hehe.... it was fun!! hehe... well.. i DID managed to exercise a fair bit... u noe? walking up and down the hill is damn exhausting... i went home, and after dinner and Hiei, i went to sleep.. i was so tired!! on the positive side of things, it's really a good de-stressing activity. :)
neways, back to the present. it's been so long since i last blogged, that i really have no idea what i wanna talk about. -.-" sad rite? sigh..... looks like i have to find some new topics to talk about or else this blog is really goin to the dogs soon...