Santa

miss is a terrible feeling
miss is a nonstop thing
miss is when i think of u
everyday, every moment i'm free

i miss u so
i want u by my side
i need ur reassuring presence
i wish to hear ur voice

if oni i could freeze time
if oni i could preserve every memory of u
if oni i could put those memories into jars
and re-live those times

oh Santa, Santa!
wont u give me the perfect gift of all??

(U)

all i see is darkness
the sun refused to shine
the moon hides behind the clouds
wat remains is the cold, cold wind
strong and cruel

billowing me away
away from where i want to go
blinded by the icy cold rain

i can only stumble backwards
helplessly.....

you say not to think so much
you claim that i misunderstood

tell me then, what am i supposed
to think
to say
to believe

you never picked up my calls
you never replied my msgs
you never chatted with me via msn
in fact, i have every reason to believe
you did block me

i dun blame you for tat
i never will.
just,
cant you come clean and tell me the truth?
the truth sets you free..
i rather be hurt
thn to endure a long period of uncertainty

shit

farking hell
idiotic move

i shouldn't never have taken the 1st move
i shouldn't have message you

why did i have to breach the silence
i should have left it be
why
why
why