unwanted complications

gosh! feel so down and betrayed. to be honest, i was in a rather contented good mood. what's with hanging out with my frenz, having a nice time with my housemates, with no-one to avoid or to be avoided. and then, THIS had to happen. shit had to land on my otherwise contented life.
seriously. all i wanted is a happy life, meaning NO complications. no love complications, no family complications and no friendship complications. i dont want to go into any details here, coz i feel, although a blog is a personal thing, it's still linked to the internet, and i have no wish to offend anyone reading, or NOT reading this blog at all.
like i said, complications are something i dont want right now. seriously? i'm swimming in dangerous waters, and seem to be pulled by the current, going deeper and deeper. i think, i should stop. being friends is best for everyone. :)
forgive and forget. am i really TAT noble? as much as i loath to end any friendship, there is only so much 1 can take. i mean, i really really felt hurt that you said tat, what more mentioned it. am i really that terrible?
on 2nd thoughts, it better remain a rethorical question. i have no wish, nor do i desire getting any answers. any further questions about the incident in question can be directed to me, PERSONALLY. if u muz know, at least dun be a coward. =P