lost

which way?
north
south
east
west

which way are our paths heading?
sometimes,
our paths weave in and out of each other's paths
sometimes, you are very much a prominent figure
sometimes, you are but a memory

sometimes, when all i need is a comforting word from you,
you are very much in the shadows.
but when i'm showing concern to you,
you are a prominent figure.

am i being silly?
perhaps i presume too much.
perhaps our ties are not as strong or close
as i make them out to be.

i'm being stupid.
writing it here,
poem form,
knowing that you never visit

i wonder,
do you konw who i'm refering to?
do you know that it's YOU??