your heart keeps saying, it's just not fair,
but still you have to make up your mind.
are you gonna stay with the who loves you
or are you going back to the one you love.
tat's the song i was hearing just now, in the car. sori james. here's another sad post. no brightness watsoever.
looking at the phone
hoping it would bring
a message
a call
but it remains silent
wat remains
is but the time ticking away
second by second
minute by minute
tick! tick!
the hours go by
despite everything,
i pick up the phone
typing you messages
calling your number
always making the 1st move
never grudging the fact that
you never called
never messaged
hardly replied
somehow,
i came to realize,
how fruitless it is
to feel so deeply for you
at the end of the day
i would never be at the edge of your mind
i would never be the one you share everything with
i would never be an integral part of your life
i would only be a fren
i would only be the one who stands by your side all the time, silently
i would only be the one you call, when you're free
i would only be the one you call, when you have something to ask, or discuss
i'm so tired of giving all the time.
in a sense, i call it upon myself.
knowing how useless it is,
yet still holding on.
but it's the last straw.
5 hours and ticking,
and still the phone remains silent.
silence is golden,
but there is nth golden about the moment.
i'm so tired....
teach me how to let you go,
coz i cant find the strength in me,
to let you free.....
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Courtesy of Jill =]
Layer ONE : On the Outside
Name : Laura Yoong Li Wen
Birth Date : 3rd of February, 1988
Current Status : Single but unavailable (",)
Eye color : Black
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty : Righty
Zodiac Sign : Aquarius
Layer TWO : On the inside
Your Heritage : Chinese
Your Fears : The unknown
Your Weakness : I get really emo at times.
Your Perfect Pizza : cheese, seafood, cheese, mushrooms, and more cheese...
Layer THREE : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : Is it a new day already??
Your Bedtime : Before 3 am..
Your most missed memory : Everything that happened on the 4th of Nov
Layer FOUR : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: Depends
Single or group dates: Single, and sometimes group...
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Both works for me!
Layer FIVE : Do you
Smoke : Nope
Curse : All the time. but i try to control...
Take a shower : Yep
Have a crush : :D. Yes.
Think you've been in love : I suppose... i dunno..
Go to school : Yep. College... but it's almost over...
Want to get married : Perhaps?
Believe in yourself : Sure. Y not? I have to believe in something.
Think you're a health freak : No. I couldn't care less.
Layer SIX : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Gone to the mall: Yea....
Been on stage: No. Hate being scrutinised by ppl.
Eaten sushi: No. Not a fan of sushi.
Dyed your hair: Nope.
Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: No....
Changed who you were to fit in: i dunno. Did I??
Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married : Just go with the flow..
Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: Blue
Best hair colour: Black
Short or long hair: Anything.
Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: answering the questions above
1 hour ago: Gaming. Diner Dash 2 rox!
4.5 hours ago: Asleep... dunno dreaming bout wat.
1 month ago: Sleeping, eating, studying??
1 year ago: SPM??
Layer ELEVEN : Finish The Sentence
I love: me
I feel: sleepy
I hate: being down and emo
I hide: many secrets
I miss: you
I need: guidance
Layer TWELVE : Tag 5 people
Kang Yun
Wen Chean
Yu He
Mary
Jwu Wey
p/s: i want alot of other ppl to do also.. haha... ppl like, chinnpei, syinkit, ZZ, peng and ally.... hhehe..... so u ppl better do it k.... hahahaha
Name : Laura Yoong Li Wen
Birth Date : 3rd of February, 1988
Current Status : Single but unavailable (",)
Eye color : Black
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty : Righty
Zodiac Sign : Aquarius
Layer TWO : On the inside
Your Heritage : Chinese
Your Fears : The unknown
Your Weakness : I get really emo at times.
Your Perfect Pizza : cheese, seafood, cheese, mushrooms, and more cheese...
Layer THREE : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : Is it a new day already??
Your Bedtime : Before 3 am..
Your most missed memory : Everything that happened on the 4th of Nov
Layer FOUR : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: Depends
Single or group dates: Single, and sometimes group...
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Both works for me!
Layer FIVE : Do you
Smoke : Nope
Curse : All the time. but i try to control...
Take a shower : Yep
Have a crush : :D. Yes.
Think you've been in love : I suppose... i dunno..
Go to school : Yep. College... but it's almost over...
Want to get married : Perhaps?
Believe in yourself : Sure. Y not? I have to believe in something.
Think you're a health freak : No. I couldn't care less.
Layer SIX : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Gone to the mall: Yea....
Been on stage: No. Hate being scrutinised by ppl.
Eaten sushi: No. Not a fan of sushi.
Dyed your hair: Nope.
Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: No....
Changed who you were to fit in: i dunno. Did I??
Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married : Just go with the flow..
Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: Blue
Best hair colour: Black
Short or long hair: Anything.
Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: answering the questions above
1 hour ago: Gaming. Diner Dash 2 rox!
4.5 hours ago: Asleep... dunno dreaming bout wat.
1 month ago: Sleeping, eating, studying??
1 year ago: SPM??
Layer ELEVEN : Finish The Sentence
I love: me
I feel: sleepy
I hate: being down and emo
I hide: many secrets
I miss: you
I need: guidance
Layer TWELVE : Tag 5 people
Kang Yun
Wen Chean
Yu He
Mary
Jwu Wey
p/s: i want alot of other ppl to do also.. haha... ppl like, chinnpei, syinkit, ZZ, peng and ally.... hhehe..... so u ppl better do it k.... hahahaha
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
huh
u say i dont care
u say i cant be bothered
u say i dont tell you my plans b4 hand
u say i dont show concern
u say so many things
1st u said, dun worry so much
everything will be fine
thn u say, cant u at least show some concern?
cant u at least msg me, or him
asking how is he?
how is everything?
u said so many things.
u tell me you're facing so probs and issues
u tell me so much
but at the end of the day,
these things need to be done
and i cant help u in the process
if i can, i will surely help
but i cant
i juz cant
u say i cant be bothered
u say i dont tell you my plans b4 hand
u say i dont show concern
u say so many things
1st u said, dun worry so much
everything will be fine
thn u say, cant u at least show some concern?
cant u at least msg me, or him
asking how is he?
how is everything?
u said so many things.
u tell me you're facing so probs and issues
u tell me so much
but at the end of the day,
these things need to be done
and i cant help u in the process
if i can, i will surely help
but i cant
i juz cant