going bonkers

tis is the first post whereby i shall not compose poems.
y?? coz d writer is sick! and she is announcing it to the whole world. perhaps there are some people out there that feels this writer is taking things overboard... but the writer feels that prevention is better then cure...
a fren of mine finally unloaded to another fren about most of her probs.... she told this writer that she felt much better, coz it was like a burden off her shoulders.... i truly believe, frenz can be a help, but just dun put too much trust entirely on a person... and choosing tat special fren shud be a long and careful process.... i'm glad tat tat fren of mine decided to unload some of her burdens.... perhaps now, she wont feel so bad, and not feel the need to cry sometimes....
u noe, i personally feel that, when a seemingly strong person crys, it is terrible.. to break tat outer appearance of strength takes a great deal.... sometimes, not being able to cry is also a inability.... sometimes, u can feel something choking u, u want to cry but juz cant.... sometimes, it gets so hard that u cant breathe sometimes....