Monday, July 31, 2006

urm... housemate 2??

BBubbly
RRevolutionary
YYum
AArty
NNoisy
CCool
HHonorable
IIrresistible
NNaive
KKeen
WWild
AAdventurous
NNew
CClever
HHot
OOld
OOutrageous
NNeglected
GGrungy

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another housemate

PPhilosophical
OOrderly
OOld
NNeat

YYucky
UUnforgettable
AAstounding
NNormal

ZZippy
HHumorous
AAwesome
OOutrageous
UUnreal

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omg..... damn funny



How to make a lim wen chean
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

1 part self-sufficiency

5 parts ego
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!


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Personality cocktail
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well... i would have put celine's cocktail.... bt if i do, i have nowhere 2 sleep at nite.... so i better not.... hahaa......

A-levels, anyone??

LLuxurious
IIndustrious
MMasculine

WWicked
EExciting
NNaive

CCranky
HHot
EExciting
AAstounding
NNoisy

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roomie!!! and for your info, she's pretty hot!! she's young, tall, and hip.... haha...... oh... btw.... watch out for tat killer handswipe..... man, it hurts!!! ouch!!

erm..... d internet fees collector??? hahaha

CCourageous
EEmotional
LLoud
IIntense
NNatural
EEarthy

YYummy
EEnjoyable
OOrderly
HHuge

SSilent
SSloppy
UUseful

TTemperamental
IIndustrious
NNeglected
GGreat

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wonderful housemate.... met her in feb... and evy beginning of d month she will say, 'fees, plz' hahhaa... funny rite??? yea.... bt she's cool, man!! she's damn cute, and funny, and considerate.... and all those stuff.... those nice stuff, mind u!! hahah.....

committee KK.... haha.....

YYum
OOdd
OOverwhelming
NNormal
GGrungy

KKind
EEdgy
EExquisite

KKind
UUnnatural
EEntertaining
NNaive

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tis gal here is great!! though i oni knew her for a short space of time, regretably, yet, she's a marvellous specimen of the human race... makes u smile fondly and she's juz loyal, kind and a very gd fren....

Sunday, July 30, 2006

can you believe this??







Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK]
You are a Conspiracy Theorist!
Holy cow! You actually did an online quiz? Little did you realise that the information you gave us is being sent to an unknown government agency for evil use against you! Don't try to leave, we are already watching.
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feel the heat??







Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]
You are Cool!
You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person.
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ice-cream, anyone??



Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!
You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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me



How to make a laura yoong li wen
Ingredients:

5 parts mercy

5 parts self-sufficiency

3 parts
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

juz a quiz......




ColorQuiz.comlaurayoong took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable ..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


am i going bonkers??

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

Friday, July 28, 2006

urm.... wat my name signifies??

LLovable
AAppealing
UUnnatural
RResponsible
AAltruistic
YYoung
OOverwhelming
OOdd
NNutty
GGlorious

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

announcement

i sori if u dun see ur comments here..... there was some probs earlier on... so i deleted tat blog... n set up a new one, bt wif d same name, and same url..... saved d posts too, bt not ur comments..... really treasured ur comments n all... hope u guys will continue posting 'em..... k??

personality

i jus realized,
how could i been so blind??
how could i nt have seen, tat it would nvr change??
i tot interference could change destiny,
bt it seems tat i was wrong.

some ppl glow in the limelight,
some ppl blend in with the surroundings,
living life their way, without interference.

some ppl are neither here, nor there.
not in the limelight, not at the sidewalk.
their presence are assumed, yet, their absence is noticed.

i feel tat i am neither there nor here,
even since primary.
english at home, chinese in sch.
hardly fitting in, juz is.

i tot my prob will be solved if i dismissed the english within.
n so i had fun during high sch.
undeniably i love high sch.
i met some of my great frenz there.......
in short, there was a sense of belonging........

or so i tot.
thinking back, i nvr really was an integral part of the sociaties i joined.
juz a normal violinist looking on, juz an ordinary prefect doin wat shud be done.
juz a student, taking part in her class activities.....
bt somehow, always as an outsider looking in....
the heart was left untouched......

part of me wans to open up to others....
juz pour out my deepest secrets,
my darkest fears,
still, something holds me back....

i'm so sick of this feeling...
i dun wan to be wat i used to be....
an outsider wif an insider view.
it sucks.
it's hateful.
it's juz how i am........

i've learn to come to terms with it....
trying hard to be in the thick of things....
yet.... it's so hard......
and i'm so tired.........
sick of battles............
sick of trying.............
perhaps tis is how it shud be.....
i dunno......
...................
...................

i feel like crying out loud..............

to a special fren

u may not realize it,
but u n i have similar behaviours.

i dun cry in public
i dun show affection easily
i put up a brave front
i shrug off stuff i dun like
i keep all my feelings pent up

no-one knows you like You
no-one understands how you feel
no-one realizes, that inside you might be crying n suffering

bt if u dun try
how would you know??
a burden is best carried with others.
though it is You who must go on.
bt support, though not physical,
helps a bunch.

when facing trouble,
it's best faced with frenz.
that's wat frenz are for.
I might not account to much for you.
but i care.............

thanks

people.
flesh and blood.

girl and boy,
woman and man,
tall and short.
fat and thin.
pretty and handsome.
average and ugly.
artistic and scientific.
ruler and citizen.
bitch and bastard.
friend and foe.

so many ways of categorizing people.

for me.
it matters not if you are tall or short,
pretty or ugly, fat or thin.
it matters if you are a friend to me.

i don't mind you asking for help,
i don't mind you asking for advise.
i don't mind you needing a shoulder to cry on,
i don't mind you leaving me alone to do other stuff.

but,
don't take me for granted.
don't make use of me then ignore me.
don't assume i know what you are thinking.
don't let me be the last to learn your excuses.

i really want
some appreciation.
some love.
some kindness of speech.
some care.

but why??
is it really so hard??
just to say a word of thanks.

musical night

They say that music soothes the beast. Yet. Why is it that she feels so restless?? It's not that the music playing is of low quality. It's by Malaysia Philharmonic Orchestra, for God's sake!! Still, something is playing on her mind, and it sure as hell is not the music. What then??

Her mind wanders off to that incident.

"You bitch!! I trusted you! And this is how you treat me?? How dare you come in here, strutting like you belong!! Get the fuck out of my sight!! I never want to see you again!!" His voice cracked.

Oh how she wanted to wrap her arms around him and tell him that it was all a misunderstanding!! The sight of him so disheveled ripped her heart out. His words cut through her like a dagger stabbing her heart. Yet, she did not go to him. Somehow, she knew. He would never believe anything she said anymore. Never again.

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She had went to Jim's place last week when he was on a business trip. She pleaded him to let her go. She had found someone better then him who loves her and treasures her, unlike him. She wanted to start over a new leaf. She was done being number 2 in his life. Jim had stared in her eyes, those expressive green eyes of hers.

"I will never let you go. I want us to begin over again. I want you back in my life. I will never let you go without a fight."

"That's what you always say. But everytime she calls, you go running like a dog on heat. I'm sick of all that. Can't you see that I have finally found someone who loves me for who I am?? Or are you so full of yourself to even see that??"

"I'm blind because your beauty radiates such brightness. Without you in my life, it's not worth going on."

"You are so selfish. I really don't give a damn. You can always go and find another girl who is green enough to fall for your empty words."
And with that she walked out and slammed the door.

He stared at her and winced at the sound of the door slamming. He could distinctively hear the beep of the opening of the door of the lift. There was a determined look in his eyes.

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Her heart ached. She quietly left him there, sitting on the sofa, with his head in his hands. Each step that she took, broke her heart little by little. Jim must have spread rumors saying that she was still sleeping with him. And that she was a cheat. The fact that she neglected to mention that meeting with Jim didn't help her cause.

And so. Here she is. Drowning her sorrows....... in music. She fidgeted in her seat. A few people present looked at her. From the very beginning, it was as if she had sat on hot coals. She decided to leave.

The icy cold wind touched her skin. Wherever she goes, who ever she meets, what ever she does, he would always be there, cutting off her every attempt to start a new life. What was the point anyway, of trying?? He would never stop until he got her back. And she would be reduced to a women with little or no self-respect, always after crumbs. It would not be. She will never return to that life again. Lifting her arms, she felt the wind in her ears, even as the music reached crescendo..........

life

exams,
results,
exams,
results.

the list goes on.
y muz exams be part of our life??
life is short enuf w/o exams.
nvr enuf time to do wat u wan,
nvr enuf time to go where u wan,
nvr enuf time to eat all u wan.

i lead a comfortable life,
but for exams,
and d inevitable stress,
it's been kinda hard.
d pressure of performing,
d pressure of trying to get d answers rite,
heck! even d task of studying is a pressure.

can v live a life w/o pressure??
perhaps.
perhaps not.

ppl say tat pressure motivates us to be d best v can.
i say pressure kills ur life.
exams were once meant to test our abilities.
now its meaning is so distorted.
it's now a battlefield.

would tat life be better w/o exams??
i wonder.....

virgin attempt

perfect world....
perfect life....
perfect mind.....
perfect love......

what defines perfect??
who determines perfect??
why do perfect dominates our world??
when is it possible to achieve perfection??

nothing is perfect.
no-one is perfect.
everybody has a weakness.
everybody has a flaw.
everybody wants to be perfect.
but.
why attempt the impossible??
fingers aren't even in length and width.

some excel in sports,
some excel in studies.
some excel in science,
some excel in arts.

nobody excels in everything.
nobody fears nothing.
everybody falls sometime.

so why torture yourself??
why court trouble??
why look for pain??