林宇中 – 淋雨中

林宇中 – 淋雨中

风吹乱的头发，
在我眼前挣扎，
把想你剪成几段，
沙沙的彷徨。

雨有一点急躁，
在我脸上涂鸦，
把心情画得乱七八糟，
滴答滴答响。
我手上没有伞，
分手的信有一张。
我没有哭是雨水渗透，
写你爱他那一行。

我在淋雨中，
看你步上彩虹，
我分不了轻重，
你幸福我该否祝福。
我在淋雨中，
背着你走不动，
我还有一个梦，
被雨水带离我的天空。
我的笑容会很酷，
若和你们巧碰，
放心我会收起我的痛。

我手上没有伞，
分手的信有一张。
我没有哭是雨水渗透，
写你爱他那一行。
我在淋雨中，
背着你走不动，
我还有一个梦，
被雨水带离我的天空。
我的笑容会很酷，
若和你们巧碰，
放心我会收起我的痛。

我在淋雨中，
看你步上彩虹，
我分不了轻重，
你幸福我该否祝福。
我在淋雨中，
背着你走不动，
我还有一个梦，
被雨水带离我的天空。
我的笑容会很酷，
若和你们巧碰，
放心我会收起我的痛。

停雨之后我不会再哭。。。

just a song my friend, Sze Jein intro-ed to me. i really enjoy listening to this song. kinda sad, but nice..... :D
btw. i most definitely am NOT emo-ing now. :P

dissapointed.. somewhat

i started off, wanting to blog. finally having the mood to do so. but somehow, i lost the mood.

was talking to mom just now, about how certain friends take you for granted. perhaps i'm being sensitive, perhaps i'm reading too much into it. but friends who expects you to be able to accommodate their plans all the time, as if the whole world revolves around them. i dunno. perhaps i was expecting too much out of people i call friends. maybe it's my fault, seeing that i'm always the one bugging others to go out with me. perhaps people see me as annoying, irritating, and basically a nuisance.

perhaps it's all my fault. perhaps i'm just PMS-ing. but when i think about this, i cant help but feel sad. i wish, for once, i'm nt the one always looking out for others, nt the one always wanting to meet up, organize get-togethers. i want to hang out, cz i enjoy your company, but mz u treat me like shit? ok, maybe shit is not the right word. u keep saying how much u want to meet up, yet....

'do NOT take me for granted' (Wong, 2007)

laksa n pasta.. perfect companions

today, met up with ms choong, ying li and hong ee. together with mom, we had lunch at 'laksa' at kemayan square. mom n i waited for them at the shop, as mom flatly refused to go to branch school. it was kinda the right decision, as ying li fell down prior to reaching her car, parked just outside the school. poor girl! kesian her.. so kelian!

neways, we had a good lunch, and proceeded to chatting till 5 something... i tell u, it was a damn long lunch! we started at 12.30 and ended way past 5... gosh! it was a nice meal, the company was wonderful. :) guess hong ee has changed, as in his attitude, which is quite refreshing. yet, in some sense, he remains idealistic, not realistic, but i guess it's harmless.

even chit-chatting can be tiring, as mom n i 'collapsed' after the loooong lunch. we took a nap till almost 8. she woke me up n we started preparing our own dinner. :) pasta again, but it was nice, even if i say so myself.

CYY

last saturday, dad brought us to my fren'z place, at Klawang. it was a kinda long journey, but quite worth it, i would say. the fren we're talking about here is Chong Yuan Yih, my high sch mate. had a nice chat with her. her bro.....

'jie.. tat one is girl or boy?' (points to someone in the picture)
'.....' (sis ignores him)
"u think is a girl or boy?" (I asked the bro)
'hmm... is girl.. i think..'
'den u're a girl or boy?'
"hmm... u say ler?"
'boy!..... no no.. girl...' (i laughed b4 he said no)

i look like guy meh? aiyo! hair short nia...haha.. funny guy. neways, once me n YY started talking, non-stop de... even when dad came in and asked me to go out, i jz smiled at him, but kinda ignored his suggestion that we left. then after sometime, mom actually called me. =.=" so had no choice but to go out. (we were in her room, looking at pics in her laptop) when we went out, and all prepared to leave, dad was talking to her dad. swt swt! so v jz stood at the doorway there, n chat summore.

we reached her place at around noon, and left around 2. 30?? short visit, as mom was kinda tired out.
short but sweet. pretty enjoyable. :)

random pic pt3

HuiPing n I, at Border's in Time's Square. :D
Look at the time.....
look what we were doing.
surprise snap when we met up. :)

take a look at this

random pics pt2

look at this fella... sigh... dunno wat to do with her.... *shakes head*
ganli mz really miss her beloved. :P
i was having exam stress. hehe
stress + jobless
ewww!! disgusting.

pics pt1

this is my new haircut.
a different angle.
this is what i look like, a couple of weeks ago.

assorted

had an amazing lunch. dad brought us to tanjung sepat, kuala langat there to have seafood. nice nice!! ;)
had: fish, mussels, vege n sotong. hehe.

on an entirely different note. WONG KANG YUN!! y feb????! gosh! was so looking forward to meeting u in dec, now u tell me feb... ish ish ish!!!

MV=midvalley

went out with Philip n Audrey yesterday. Went for '30 days of night'. OMG! I cant believe I actually watched that show. neways, Philip msged me at around 10 sumthing, asking if i was keen on goin to MV on friday. he asked audrey n taryn out too. unfortunately, Taryn couldn't reply his msg cz no more credit, and couldn't pick up his phone call cz she wasn't by her phone. hahaha. end up i call her, n i told her about MV. she couldn't join us, which was a real pity.

so, anyway. went for '30 days of night'. basically bout the vampires and their bloodlust. ewww... after that, went for lunch at Carl's Jr. den chit chat abit, and den v said goodbye to each other.

dinner

just came back from dinner. had a wonderful evening with my ex teachers. kinda. well, it was alright, i suppose. there was laughter and neverending talk, and god! am i tired! not much to update about, cept tat i enjoyed my time out with Ms. Choong, Pn. Lee and Ms. Kam. :P

oh ya! btw, i'm not upset or watsoever. surprisingly, i'm emotionless. does it mean tat i just enjoy spending time with you-know-who n occasionally flirting? best v remain as friends. yeah. definitely.

sneeze sneeze sneeze. :(

Today was tiring. Not only did i sleep late the night b4, partly cz i cant sleep, and partly cz i was sneezing, dad had to wake me up early today. he came in around 8 something, and woke me up. said something about changing my driving license. gosh! 6 hours of sleep is ok when i'm in uni, but not when i'm on holidays!! *grumbles*

So. after waking up early for a 5 minute routine transaction, i on9 for a while, and managed to chat with Taryn. sigh. i tell u, this holidays, as Ganli forecasted, is going to be kinda pathetic. Mel n Cass are back in johor, Taryn is goin to work, Michelle is.. Michelle, Ganli is grounded, and the rest... sigh..... no nid say edi, i noe i wont be hanging out with them this holidays. my final hope rests on Huiping and my high school friends, most of which i'm not close to, nor will likely to be close at tis stage of our lifes. and when my college mates come back from Australia, especially Kang n Mary, U GUYS HAD BETTER COME LOOK FOR ME.... or else!!!!!!!!!

but. enough of gloomy forecasts. let's talk about today. met up with Siewpeng (nt to be confused wif HP) whn she came to pick me up at sch. well. wat can i say. her driving is not bad, but i'm better. hahaha... :P so v were chatting all the way. took a turn around jusco n finally settled down at Starbucks. v sat n chat, n chat, n chat till i finally gave in to my stomach's demands. took another turn, n settled at Hongkie Kopitiam for food. ate n drank, n chat even more. we chatted for almost 5 hours straight.... i tell u, tat girl can really talk the hind legs off the donkey. our topics varied, from ex-bf to family, from work to studies, from problems to solutions. n whole lots of nonsense thrown in. haha. nice spending time with her. a good friend indeed.

Talking bout SP. been avoiding her for the past 7, 8 months or so. y? cz i made a promise to myself, not to contact her till i've succeeded in forgetting her. forgetting as in, let go. it's hard to let go, n i never thought i could do it. meeting her again today, makes me realize that i truly missed her, as a friend.

quote

"... So romantic la, ppl sleep on ur shoulder. Haha! confirm u fell for ppl dy la!"

Er.. got such thing de ma? can liddat say de meh? so wat if ppl slept on my shoulder?

i wonder...............

Tuesday with..... Me

Yesterday was Monday. Yesterday was the last day of exams for most of my friends. Yesterday i parted on bad(sad?) terms with Michelle.

Went for movies yesterday with Mel, Cass and Win. We watched 'Stardust'. It's a cool picture. Recommended to be watched with an open mind, and let romance fill the air. Best to be watched with someone dear. Haha. it was a nice show, with just enough amounts of magic and suspense and all the elements of a potentially good romantic show. after the show, we went for dinner, and later went back home. surprisingly, i wasn't bored at home. perhaps it was coz i was on the phone ba! haha... with Michelle, Taryn and Huiping.

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Today. Today i went out with Taryn, Mel, Cass n Win. Made a pact to meet up with Huiping at Pavilion today. She was early, while I was about an hour off my estimation. So sorry, Ping!!Neways. Met up at Pavilion, the Esprit shop there. We walked around for a bit, then decided to try our luck with the cinemas. Turned out there were no movies we could decide on as a group, so that part of the plan was cancelled. Sat down to lunch at Uncle Lim's. The food was only edible, but the company was great. We continue walking around in Time's Square, where we went to the Sony centre, Digi, Borders, Nichii and some other shops.

While we in Borders, Mel was looking through a book, while, Taryn, Cass n Win were sitting down, taking a break and chatting. Ping n I were sitting on the bench, looking at some maps. We decided to go back early as we, she was kinda tired. So we said goodbye to the others at the Monorail station and made our way back home.

In the LRT, we managed to find seats and sat down. Tat poor thing was so tired, she dosed off, lying on my shoulder. Sweet! It felt... right. Haha. Too bad we were almost reaching our station already. So we got off the train and waited for her mom to turn up. Instead, her dad came after sometime, as he was busy at the shop. So I went to her house and had dinner with her. A simple meal, and then we're off to check out some phones.

Later on, we went for mamak at Steven's, near the Jln Genting Klang. We sat and ate and drank till almost 10. When we were making our way back, her mom called to find out where she was, and my grandpa msg-ed when we were at the guardhse of the flat. Haha. All in all, spent almost 8, 9 hours with her, which is enjoyable, really. Haha. My friends are goin to take my head off for this, but, truly, spending time with her made my day. Haha. :P To be real honest here, we're just friends, but acting more like friends? =.="

breakfast

today. i became a chef.
today. i burned the bacon,
burned the sausages,
burned the baked beans,
burned the eggs.

joking. hahaha.... prepared breakfast for mom n her friend with some help, albeitly unneccessary, from dad. afer a nice, filling meal, rested for 2 hours or so, and went to bed. stupid drilling going on somewhere, make me unable to sleep at all. almost. den after i woke up n ate lunch, went grocery shopping with mom. shortly after we entered the hypermart, it poured cats and dogs. phew! den came back and ate maggi, cz hungry, den nap again. :P

neways, to end this post. i enjoy flirting with HP.

n mkt.

Wah!! it feels good to finish exams! gosh! tell you, it's been ages since i last updated. dont hate me for that ok? hate exams! i mean it, stupid exams. make me study like shit, den come out those questions oso like cant answer. answer oso dunno correct or wrong. dammit. haha.

neways. dun wan to blog about stupid exams. think of it oso cant sleep, n i wanna sleep tonight. din sleep well for the past god-knows how many days.

so yeah. after exams. hmm. somehow, dun really feel the euphoria that should accompany it. maybe i'm weird? or just too tired to really bother? or perhaps it's 'cause all my frenz, n i mean, ALL, only finish on the 5th. so basically, yeah i'm the only free one now.

talking about frenz. let me update a bit bit bout yesterday. hmm. went over to grandparent's place, where i was immediately put to 'work'. now i kinda can appreciate the hard work editors put into their job. neways, did some editing for old man, and then sent some attachments for him. called huiping at around, wat, 5 something? den talked for a while, till (paiseh!) my credit ran out. so we agreed to meet up at the nightmarket just outside my grandparents' place, the thursday setapak nightmarket Kang is so into last time. :P

so i was at one end, and she was at the other. then she called, and we decided to meet halfway. well. we must have missed each other cz we ended up on opposite sides again! haha... den after sometime, i met her at 7-11 (which she couldn't find at the beginning), and we took a walk. well... enjoyed talking to her. she's really nice and cool to talk to. we ended up at mamak, had a drink, and was having a nice convo when my cousin decided to bang her drink on the table. sorry laa! i din noe u were there mer......

i tell u, this gal can be quite funny, n scary at times... ahhaha.... get to know her, n u'll know.. haha... kinda looking forward to spending more time with her... regret not taking the intiative to find her more often last sem... :( n now, she might be goin over to aust as exchange student... :( think i'll be having more fun at grandpa's this holidays, knowing i could always ajak her out... ngek ngek ngek... ;)