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all the foul words come to mind.
stupid weather. of all days, it HAD to rain today???!
as Sze Jein nicely puts it, '*tut* u!!!'
as a result of the erratic weather here in M'sia, not oni am i freaking cold, my beloved is all wet... :( poor hoodie u.... shall throw u into the laundry with the rest... :( forgive me!! it's nt my choice, is the heavy-light-heavy rain that made me do it... :( forgive me?
so basically, yea.... my hoodie was so wet, tat Audrey asked if i fell into a puddle of water, face down.. -.-" i was like, NO!! it's all cz of the rain... lucky my jeans ain't tat obvious... ah well!! sad case... kinda regret not bringing my other jacket along with me from S'ban. :(
on a lighter note, i changed my acc B tut... AGAIN! haha.... yeap!! changed it from Wed morning, to monday morning to wednesday afternoon and to thursday afternoon... well.... at least i'm in the same class as Michelle and Sea Win... :( but but but.... 5 1/2 hours straight!! :(
now currently waiting for Ganli to finish class... den go collect book together... den balik rumah tidur!! :) i guess.... but odds are, i wont... cz gt class later at 1... sigh... so NOT looking forward to walking to uni under the freaking hot sun... :(
and now I'm freezing.... i need a new hoodie!! :( anyone wanna sponsor me??
Monday, July 30, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
(title)
Why are there people who are such pain in the ass? seriously, i regret being so friendly this year, sometimes. i have no idea why, but it seems to me, as if recently, i'm prone to bouts of depression. it's times like this i feel that, being a GOOD friend to everyone is just so worthless. the thing tat sucks is, i feel that i'm all alone. it's like, when i need my friends, they are either busy, or not there; but whenever they need me, i'm always there. it seems more of a one way street den a 2-way interaction. :(
but it aint all tat bad, i suppose. i still have my close friends whom i dun see very often. but then again, tat's the problem, isn't it?
neways. let's talk about ppl who are real pain in the butt. to be honest, i dun like people who act friendly in front of you, and turn around and bitch about you behind ur back. ok. maybe not exacly bitch around, but critizise you. the next time tat person sees you, tat person acts all friendly and like nothing ever happened, and as if that those feelings of resentment never ever happened. naming no names here, i really really dun like YOU. so what if you're the one? if u dun like the way i talk, the way i behave. well. sucks to you. i dun like the fact tat you're so like a coin.
honestly? i'm totally over it already. just thought i'll leave a msg telling YOU how I feel about YOU. i dun care if you dun read this. i never expect you to. i just want to expression how i felt.
and now tat is over with, let's talk about happier stuff.
i'm bound to YuHe's place shortly, after i finish this post. besides needing a favor done, i'm looking forward to spending some time with her. too bad it cant be long, since dad wants to go out tonight. still. it's goin to be a real pleasure meeting her later. hmm... guess i should go now... later then.. :)
but it aint all tat bad, i suppose. i still have my close friends whom i dun see very often. but then again, tat's the problem, isn't it?
neways. let's talk about ppl who are real pain in the butt. to be honest, i dun like people who act friendly in front of you, and turn around and bitch about you behind ur back. ok. maybe not exacly bitch around, but critizise you. the next time tat person sees you, tat person acts all friendly and like nothing ever happened, and as if that those feelings of resentment never ever happened. naming no names here, i really really dun like YOU. so what if you're the one? if u dun like the way i talk, the way i behave. well. sucks to you. i dun like the fact tat you're so like a coin.
honestly? i'm totally over it already. just thought i'll leave a msg telling YOU how I feel about YOU. i dun care if you dun read this. i never expect you to. i just want to expression how i felt.
and now tat is over with, let's talk about happier stuff.
i'm bound to YuHe's place shortly, after i finish this post. besides needing a favor done, i'm looking forward to spending some time with her. too bad it cant be long, since dad wants to go out tonight. still. it's goin to be a real pleasure meeting her later. hmm... guess i should go now... later then.. :)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tagged!
This is for you, sifu. :D
HERE ARE THE RULES:
> Each blogger must post these rules first.
> Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
> Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
> At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
> Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I'm way too secretive for my own good.
2. I'm oni talkative among ppl i'm comfortable with. otherwise, i clamp up.
3. i have expensive taste in almost everything..
4. i dont fall in love easy, but once i do, i fall hard and fast.
5. i cant ride a bike.
6. i still watch cartoons.. :)
7. still getting over heartache.. :(
8. been skipping fat too many classes recently..
I tag:
1. keeKuen jie
2. WenChean
3. YuHe
4. Mabel
5. Melissa Mok
6. Allison
7. Taryn
8. Pei
HERE ARE THE RULES:
> Each blogger must post these rules first.
> Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
> Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
> At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
> Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I'm way too secretive for my own good.
2. I'm oni talkative among ppl i'm comfortable with. otherwise, i clamp up.
3. i have expensive taste in almost everything..
4. i dont fall in love easy, but once i do, i fall hard and fast.
5. i cant ride a bike.
6. i still watch cartoons.. :)
7. still getting over heartache.. :(
8. been skipping fat too many classes recently..
I tag:
1. keeKuen jie
2. WenChean
3. YuHe
4. Mabel
5. Melissa Mok
6. Allison
7. Taryn
8. Pei
Sunday, July 22, 2007
ignorance is bliss
You know? That day KeeKuen called me, asking me whether I know how to go over to Damansara, from Sunway College. I was kinda upset, cause she went to Sunway without even telling me. So what if she went there to meet Vivien. So what???
(Call)
KK: hey! Ask you ar, you know how to go to Damansara anot? I just pass by Monash.
Me: (confused) har? you're at Monash??
KK: yea.. just passed by... so you know the way anot?
Me: har? i dunno wor...
(Sms)
Me: what you doing at Monash?
KK: no la.. actually I went to Sunway. i'm with WeiCheng and the others. went to pick up Vivien.
I mean, I do STAY at Sunway hostel. I do STUDY at Monash. Sunway is practically my 3rd home. So what if you meet up with Vivien?? that is so not the point! i dun grudge you that you're goin out with your friends.. i'm not your only friend.. i noe... but you could have at least told me you're going to sunway college!!! u had the entire morning!!! you know, 'ignorance is bliss'... i rather not know that you were there.. in my tuft... i rather READ about it in your blog, den to find out on that day. hmph. whatever man! whatever...
(Call)
KK: hey! Ask you ar, you know how to go to Damansara anot? I just pass by Monash.
Me: (confused) har? you're at Monash??
KK: yea.. just passed by... so you know the way anot?
Me: har? i dunno wor...
(Sms)
Me: what you doing at Monash?
KK: no la.. actually I went to Sunway. i'm with WeiCheng and the others. went to pick up Vivien.
I mean, I do STAY at Sunway hostel. I do STUDY at Monash. Sunway is practically my 3rd home. So what if you meet up with Vivien?? that is so not the point! i dun grudge you that you're goin out with your friends.. i'm not your only friend.. i noe... but you could have at least told me you're going to sunway college!!! u had the entire morning!!! you know, 'ignorance is bliss'... i rather not know that you were there.. in my tuft... i rather READ about it in your blog, den to find out on that day. hmph. whatever man! whatever...
Saturday, July 21, 2007
HP: TDH
so i went out just now, and gotten all my stuff. stuff tat i want. :D
most importantly, i gt Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows for only RM69.90
all thanks to the price wars. thanks alot to Carrefour and Tesco. therefore, i'm off to explore my new world of Harry Potter and join in his adventures, and cry with him, cheer with him, and god noes wat else... :P
oh ya! for a more detailed happening in the past week, check out Mel's blog
till then, cheerio!
most importantly, i gt Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows for only RM69.90
all thanks to the price wars. thanks alot to Carrefour and Tesco. therefore, i'm off to explore my new world of Harry Potter and join in his adventures, and cry with him, cheer with him, and god noes wat else... :P
oh ya! for a more detailed happening in the past week, check out Mel's blog
till then, cheerio!
Friday, July 20, 2007
blogthings
| You Are 32% Girly |
 You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way. |
| You Are a Sensitive Kisser |
 For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks |
| It's 100% Love and 0% Lust |
 You and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer. |
defeat
sitting on the ground
with my hands behind me,
supporting me,
i turn to the right.
i could see your face,
even feel your presence.
i can picture you,
leaning close,
leaning towards me.
i close my eyes,
take a deep breath,
to catch a whiff of your scent,
but you were never not there.
in a rush,
i know,
it was yet to be over.
i'm not over you,
so not.
i miss you so much,
miss you sitting next to me,
miss the times we had together,
miss the times i had you.
i really, really
need you by my side.
want you by my side, in my life.
but each contact hurts, every bit by bit.
bittersweet they call it, i believe.
and now i hear those words,
coming from you,
in a sense,
i'm feeling kinda crushed.
i always thought there was a possibility,
eventhough you said impossible.
and with a word, it came to an end
friend u said,
crush u said.
and so i'm at a dead end
there aint nothing left that i can do.
tis time to let go, completely.
hence i wish you luck,
and happiness.
and hope you're contented,
and tat the one in your heart,
will treat you right.
with my hands behind me,
supporting me,
i turn to the right.
i could see your face,
even feel your presence.
i can picture you,
leaning close,
leaning towards me.
i close my eyes,
take a deep breath,
to catch a whiff of your scent,
but you were never not there.
in a rush,
i know,
it was yet to be over.
i'm not over you,
so not.
i miss you so much,
miss you sitting next to me,
miss the times we had together,
miss the times i had you.
i really, really
need you by my side.
want you by my side, in my life.
but each contact hurts, every bit by bit.
bittersweet they call it, i believe.
and now i hear those words,
coming from you,
in a sense,
i'm feeling kinda crushed.
i always thought there was a possibility,
eventhough you said impossible.
and with a word, it came to an end
friend u said,
crush u said.
and so i'm at a dead end
there aint nothing left that i can do.
tis time to let go, completely.
hence i wish you luck,
and happiness.
and hope you're contented,
and tat the one in your heart,
will treat you right.
Monday, July 16, 2007
experience
i cut class today. before u point ur finger at me and scold me senseless, hear my story.
farking lift refuse to open its farking door to farking let me attend my tut. story goes like this.
girl takes the lift to the 3rd floor.
guys come in as well.
lift stops at 3rd floor.
lift door opens, about 3 inches.
lift door closes.
door opens again.
and closes again.
and den, hang kei.. jz like tat certain someone i know... :P
guy calls for help.
guy talks to intercom guy..
ppl sit on the floor and wait.
ppl get saved.
girl skips class.
end of story. :P
to cure the trauma caused, girl decides to skip class. well. cant blame me!! can cha?? den went to pyramid for a pick-me-up. hehe.. ate at Waffle's World... watched Die Hard 4.0 which is absolutely fantastic!! den went arcade, and gamed some game.. :P den bought dinner... hehehe... i tell u.... my obsession with McD is so not healthy... hehehe...
god! so tired out now... :( guess i'll turn in early...
farking lift refuse to open its farking door to farking let me attend my tut. story goes like this.
girl takes the lift to the 3rd floor.
guys come in as well.
lift stops at 3rd floor.
lift door opens, about 3 inches.
lift door closes.
door opens again.
and closes again.
and den, hang kei.. jz like tat certain someone i know... :P
guy calls for help.
guy talks to intercom guy..
ppl sit on the floor and wait.
ppl get saved.
girl skips class.
end of story. :P
to cure the trauma caused, girl decides to skip class. well. cant blame me!! can cha?? den went to pyramid for a pick-me-up. hehe.. ate at Waffle's World... watched Die Hard 4.0 which is absolutely fantastic!! den went arcade, and gamed some game.. :P den bought dinner... hehehe... i tell u.... my obsession with McD is so not healthy... hehehe...
god! so tired out now... :( guess i'll turn in early...
C.O.L.D
freaking cold!!! came to uni eraly today.. and it's freaking cold in the freaking library!! argh!! how i wish i brought my jacket or hoodie... :( just hope that the classrooms aint that cold.. or i'll seriously DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
sien
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Sloth: 40% Greed: 20% Pride: 20% Wrath: 20% Envy: 0% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. |
serious?? means, i'll go to heaven?? LOL
| Your Lust Quotient: 56% |
 You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! |
I CANT BE WORSE DEN SIFU, can i???! OMG!!
| You Can Make 62% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You |
 Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. |
serious anot worr??? y i dun think so de?? :(
