Thanks

Thanks,
for all the conversations we had,
for all the conversations we do not have,
for all the conversations we will never have.

Thanks,
for all the wishes you once said,
for all the wishes you do not say,
for all the wishes you will never say.

Thanks,
for all the sms-es you once sent,
for all the sms-es you do not send,
for all the sms-es you will never send.

Thanks,
for all the actions and gestures,
you once gave,
you do not give,
you will never give.

Thanks,
for the past,
the present,
the future.

Thanks,
for letting me know,
the past was sweet,
the present is bitter,
the future is uncertain.

Thanks,
for the memories,
sweet,
bitter,
tasteless.


(this is meant to be read with a sarcastic tone, bitter yet cynical)

belated

woowee!! did i mentioned tat i went out on tuesday?? haha.... yeap!! sorry for tat short, brisk post. i was tired!! haha... neways. i went out with you-noe-who.... since i'm sworn to secrecy, i shall juz talk about it in the most general terms...
i went out. i watched a movie. i watched 'Fantastic Four: The Rise of The Silver Surfer'. the 2nd time i'm watching it. with different people, of course. i muz say, i do quite prefer the company this time. no offence to Mel n Jeannie.. but, this time, the company of a high school friend is much treasured... very indeed.
after the movie, we had ice cream. and she got something. den we did a tour around Jusco. and then we left... rather short time spent together, but it was nice. i wonder. should i pay her a visit again?? wakakak... we'll see... :P

Tagged!!

Layer 1: On the Outside
Name: Laura Yoong Li Wen
Birth Date: 3 Feb 1988
Current Status: Single.... and available to who ever is interested
Eye Color: Brownish black.. :P
Hair Color: Black

Layer 2: On the Inside
My Heritage: Chinese ~ Hakka
My Fears: being alone?
My Weaknesses: too nice..... ppl take advantage of me... :(
My Perfect Pizza: cheese, pepperoni and sausages... hehe

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thoughts waking up: i wanna continue sleeping
My bedtime: btwn 11 pm n 3am.... LOL
My Most Missed Memory: whn i was in secondary school... hehe

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: both
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Both!!!
Tea or Nestea: tea.. :)
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla....
Cappucino or Coffee: coffee!!

Layer 5: Do You...
Smoke: tried b4
Curse: Yes...
Take a Shower: of course
Have a Crush: -.-" yes..
Go to School: Monash
Want to Get Married: dunno
Believe in Yourself: duh!!
Think You're a Health Freak: Nope...

Layer 6: In the Past
Gone to the Mall: Yes..
Been on Stage: long long ago
Eaten Sushi: Yes.....
Dyed Your Hair: i want to

Layer 7: Have You Ever...
Played a Stripping Game: No....
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: nope.. dun think so..

Layer 8: Age You're Hoping to...
Get Married: dunno

Layer 9: In a Girl
Best Eye Color: black
Best Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: medium length

Layer 10: What You Were Doing
A Minute Ago: Chatting and doing this
An Hour Ago: Juz woke up
Four and a Half Hours ago: snoring
A Month Ago: preparing for exams
A Year Ago: suffering

Layer 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: you
I feel: sleepy, tired
I hate: being alone...
I hide: my true feelings..
I miss: nobody
I need: nobody

Layer 12: Tag 4 People
Kang
Pei
KK
YuHe

today

today. was a fruitful day alright.
today. i went to gaint.
did some shopping for my precious stomach.
seeing tat there aint much edibles around the house.

today. a fruitful day indeed.
today. i went to jusco.
watched a movie.
a repeat. but what the hell.
i enjoyed the company.
thanks a great deal.

today. i talked alot.
i opened up a great deal.
it was great.
thanks for tat too.

steamboat

so let me eleborate abit more about last night. sorry about tat post.
recap recap.. hmm....
yesterday, for once, i woke up early by CHOICE... i went to the wet market with gramps, n kat n family... we walked abit, and shopped abit to get the stuff for the steamboat ready.. and the 1st shop we stopped at, was the shop selling all those stuff... weehoo!! hehe... den while waiting for gramps to pay up, something happened. i was standing there, minding my own business, when someone banged the back of my knee.. i was so going to scold tat idiot, when i turned around.. shockingly, it turned out to be U. Kenny!!! omg!! haha... 1st time i see him so.... relaxed?? hahhaha.... so i was happy laa, duh!! den i started chattering lor... kat n mom were bit bit shocked la, den i intro U.kenny to them.. then they were like, OHHH!! den we chit-chatted a bit, and we parted ways... :D
den we had our breakfast.. hehhee..... and den shopped abit bit more lor.... wakkaka... den on the way back, gramps asked,'want to go carrefour??' idiot tat i am, i said, 'sure!! y not??' den tat gramsp coolly turned his head and said,'asking u meh?? asking john la!! he's driving ma!!' omg!! i tell u, i really kena zadao from him lor!!! wth!!!
den we went back home and rest a short while... kat n i chatted and read papers... hahaha.... den den den... den all of us, except for mom, went to carrefour... coz, i tarik harga abit la... duh!! coz of how tat gramps said in the car earlier ma!!! den den den.... kat ask me to accompany her, and gramps kinda made up... so think think, might as well go... hahaha... since i dont really spend much time with my cousin anyway... and i dont hold grudges against gramps... ehheh... coz i love him so much... wakakkaka.... so ma go n enjoy myself lor... hehehe
den at carrefour, we kinda split up, with U.john goin his own way half the time, gramps goin to get his filter, and me, kat, granny n A.candy walking together.. mostly... LOL... ah well!! so much for having nth to buy, and the oni reason we ended up in carrefour is coz of the filter.. LOL... we ended up buying spagetti, prego's, cheese, milk, vege, chips and god noes wat else....
and so we had spagetti, and salad for lunch... of coz, yours truly tries her hardest to steer clear from salads... but somehow.. i have a feeling.. i'll be eating salads before long.... -.-" no joke!! serious shit...
and den... STEAMBOAT!!! hahahaa... there was 10 of us.... which are: Laura, Katherine, Kristy, mom, U.John, U.Kenny, A.Candy, A. Lay Ling, Popo, and the chef himself, Ah Gong.... hehehe.... of coz, we started off with a decent glass of white wine.. it was nice!! hahaha.... den we proceeded to the nx glass of red wine, of which i had 3... hehe... most stopped after the 1st glass... cept for me, kat, mom, A.candy, gramps, U.john and U.kenny... den U.kenny poured the sweet white wine from aust... nice... but bit tooo sweet.... so in total, i had, 3 glasses of white wine, and 3 glasses of red... den we drank some irish coffee as well.. of tat i had 2... omg!! my face, i tell u, was as red as a lobster.... and yes.. to answer ur questions.. i was definitely high... dun ask me why.... tat's for me to know, and u to figure it out...

alchohol

i'm seriously high!! wakakkaa.... or at least i was, a couple of hours ago... i had streamboat, and i drank like, 6 glasses of red n white wine, and around 2 glasses of irish coffee.. bit disappointed with myself, coz i tot my alchohol tolerance is rather good... sigh... guess this is called, drown ur sorrows... wakaka... but sumhow, i dun see the humour in the situation.... i guess i'm pathetic... god save me.... give me some distraction....
i guess, what they say about alchohol is true... if u're sad, drinking alchohol will make u sadder.. and if u're happy, u'll feel happier... haha
so i guess... i'm sad... ha.ha. shit.

past

ok. this is to recap an old memory. and tis is dedicated to CK, Pei's bf. hehe... CK stands for Chi Kian (think it's spelt tat way).
it was a thursday, on the 5th of oct, 2006, when Pei, Peng n I went to 1U. skipped school coz Peng was there, and i wanted to spend a little extra time with her. Pei joined us for movie. we watched 'rob-b-hood'.. den we met up with CK. he gave Peng and me a lift to the nearby Kelana Jaya LRT station.. hehe... kind fella... wkakkaka..... i went to sentral with Peng tat day, and waited till she boarded the train safely back to Sban.. and then I went back to Subang to have dinner with Jill... those were the happy days... i suppose....
thinking back, was it foolhardy to skip classes coz of her? given a 2nd chance to go back into the past, i would still do the same. even if the feeling wasn't mutual.

bbq nite

this is our makeshift barbeque pit.... innovative, right?? :Dok.... this is my 1st attempt... :( so pathetic right?look at Jesny, holding the umbrella under the porch.... -.-'yeah.... 4 ppl under the umbrella, under the rain, taking pics.... -.-' they are jill, jesny, pei n fw
this is the bday cake... nice rite?? heheheh...
this is wat happens, when u're the bday gal... LOLok... this is plain kelian.... nt her bday, but kena frm bday gal... -.-'jesny.... showing off her biceps... LOLarm-wrestling!!! hahahha... btwn jill n jesny... LOL... see how red jesny's body turned into?? seriously!! OMG!!

ok... so i finally posted up pics of the bbq i went to with mel n cass. it was to celebrate fw's bday... we went to pei's house and we baiscally jz chill... waited for jill n jesny to come, and prepared the bbq pit in the meantime. hehe... pei n jet fried chips, and v were eating as soon as the chips came off the pan... LOL...
so basically, it was supposed to be a surprise party for fw.. bt she somehow managed to guess... so v chit chatted and juz relaxed.... wat with all the dirty jokes being cracked... lol... i'm kinda glad i'm still very much sane.. and ppl call me pervert. i wonder why.. go figure.

celebrations

So. Yesterday was the end of my torture. Yippee!!! I'm so happy!! after papers, went out with Jeannie and Mel to 1U.. we watched.. Fantastic 4!! hahaha... it was way cool!! the silver surfer is soooo 'yeng', gaya, handsome... definitely OMG stuff!! he's the stuff dreams are made of.. hehe...
ARGH!!! i juz ran my fingers tro my hair, and a strand of WHITE hair came out!!! getting out edi!!! T.T sigh. fine. back to where i was before.
the silver surfer dude. i can imagine wat he looks like if he wasn't covered in silver, kinda like the sliver thingy in the termometer.. paiseh.. i kinda forgot the name... heh heh heh.. -.-" ah!! i remember edi!! is called, MERCURY!!! hahahhaha....... yea yea... like mercury.. hehhee...
den after the movie, v went to MPH for a short while, cz Mel had to get a book for her friend... den v had tea at Waffles World.. hehe.... we ate ice cream waffles, hehe, and i drank hot chocolate with mashmellows and Jeannie drank hot tea.. hehehe.... nice nice waffles... wakakaka..... wif vanilla and chocolate ice creams... hehehhehhe..... den Jeannie's bf, Eugene, (i believe it's spelt liddat) came to pick us up, and since it was on their way back, he sent us, me n Mel, bk to uni. so nice of him.
oh ya!! lest i forget, Ganli gave us a lift to 1U, coz she was on her way to Tmn Tun for a haircut... so yeah!! i guess she's alright after all. i suppose, i was overreacting...
ok. let me recap wat happened earlier on.
we went for exams. and then after i on my phone after the exams, i gt a msg frm Ganli. i meet up wif her at the foyar. turns out she came out earlier, around 20 mintues earlier. me, cass and ganli started talking, and megan and jocelyn joined us. we chit chatted for a bit, and then jeannie came over. ganli offered us a lift to 1U. we waited for Mel and soon enough, she came down with Michelle. Michelle looked dead tired. i wonder. might i have done an injustice to her? maybe.
anyway. we went to Medan to have some food. got a msg from taryn but only read it like, 20 minutes later. so end up din manage to say bye to my jie n shi ni... :( sad sad... i miss talking to jie.... sigh... guess i'll juz have to wait for 3 weeks before i can even see her again.. assuming v have the same classes.. tat is.... sad sad... :( :(

in a weird, twisted way, i miss Michelle. alot. sigh.

JB Cousin.. :P

Well, well, well.... look whose pic is on MY blog... wahhaha.... presenting, Katherine Teh, from JB
ok.... i noe this aint much.... but i did the cooking all by myself.... damn proud ok!!
and this is the cause of it all... my mom and her beautiful arm sling.

okie.... so wat happened was, as mentioned before. neways, some pics here. since we've talked about mom and her esperience, let's talk about Katherine. Yeah, well. She's my cousin, and she hails from JB. i only got to know her this year. Previously, all i know about her is that she's Uncle John's eldest who took STPM. Kat is in UCSI, studying Medic. 2nd yr student. surprisingly, i was talking and laughing together with her and her mom the 1st time i met them. perhaps it's her friendly nature, but this is the 1st time i warmed up so fast to a stranger cousin i've met for the 1st time. ok, maybe stranger cousin isn't really the word for it. but what other words can i use? her sis. Melissa, is currently in Switzerland, coming back real soon. Mel is my age, and seems to be real friendly. course, i've nvr met her b4 either. but if kat is anything to judge by, i suppose mel should be quite easy for me to warm up to, i guess. so kat, if u're reading this, kindly do NOT whack me the nx time i see u for talking about u here, and plz, be happy, coz u're really the 1st cousin i've warmed up to so fast.
talk about Katherine. ok. well. she's cute, and funny, and friendly, and talkative. LOL!! i enjoy talking to her... hehehe..... huge compliment considering how choosy i am... wakkakaka.... :P