realize

The news I've been hearing lately, has truly opened my eyes. I suppose, I'm starting to appreciate friends out there. Even though I might feel taken granted for, or ignored, or cold shouldered, I'm still grateful for your existence.

Hearing about my baby's friend being shot by the ex bf, it makes me shudder at what people would do, could do. And the fact that she might not pull through is scary. Suddenly, Malaysia seems like heaven. I can hardly imagine what my baby is going through right now. Sigh.

So what if I feel like me and Gan Li are drifting apart..? So what if I feel that Jill and I could never be as close as we used to be..? So what if I still feel vary of Shi Ni? So what? Everything pales in comparison to what my baby is going through now. At least, I still have them here, alive and in perfect health. At least, none of them are in any life threatening danger. At least, I know, they're just a call away.

In the meantime, my baby's far away, feeling bad. I'm feeling terrible now, not only coz I cant be there, physically to comfort my baby, but coz there's nothing I can do to make my baby feel better.

Hope the friend pulls through this critical stage of her life.

Idol

David Cook – Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free yeah
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

Chorus:
You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


(just for you baby, just for you)

Lub-Dub

Carrie Underwood
So Small



Is love really everything....?

autumn

I am such a klutz sometimes. Honestly, which genius would go and fall 1 day before 2 back-to-back papers? Look nowhere further, cause you're reading her words now. Yea, genius that I am, had to convince my friends to walk in the drizzle back home, and just had to fall at the curb, near the traffic lights as well.

Yeah, the curb was so inviting, I had little choice but to sink to my knees, and bow. So yeah, my thumb hurts like hell now. You know the best part, it's located at the part where you people who can flex your thumb, the part everybody, included me, took for granted. Now, it's like my thumb is perpetually in the 'good job' mode. Sigh.

Oh, and I haven't told you the best part of it. I had to practically rush through my 2 papers the best I can, all because my finger would start throbbing and aching after around 2 hours or so. Well okay, not really throbbing, but still, sore. Oh ya, and did I mention that it's my right hand? Yeap! And, I've got scraps on my hand, not serious, just that it's at the part where the pen brushes it all the time.

But yea, I got through both papers, one of which is shitty, the other still bearable. Of course, after each paper, there was the aftermath of PUS. Yucks!

Got Jein to get Hydrogen Peroxide, and so now, I'm suffering from post injury trauma. Sigh. I want my baby now.

Tai... Thai??

Tell me what you think of this:

Tai: Hey, Erica... Where's your friend from?
(looks at Laura)
Laura: From Malaysia lor...
Tai: Yea, me too...
Tai: Actually, I'm from Thailand
JH: Yea, and you're so loyal, your surname is the same as your country.
Tai: Yea, actually, my family owns Thailand, so actually, is the country named after ME.



Tai: Oh.. By the way.. 'Actually Thai' is owned by my family as well.



(Sorry la, found him bit lame... =.=)

For all ya people who are stressed out there, listen to this.

Jesse McCartney - Leaving



Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money (money) where my mouth is
Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress,
girl you deserve nothing but the best,
no stress, no stress, no stress,
girl you need to tell him that

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Langit Biru..?

MLTR - Blue Night



Lately you have been asking me
if all my words are true
Don't you know I'll do anything for you

Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything

but I promise you girl
I promise you this

[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away

cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this

[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been

[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

bluek!

Everyday - HSM 2

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can

Make it last forever
and never give it back
It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have

Everyday
of our lives,

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.

Oh, ev’ryday.
They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?

No matter where we’re going,
it starts from where we are.
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith.

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
Oh, ev’ryday

We’re taking it back,
we’re doing it here
together!

It’s better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!
We’re not gonna lose.
‘Cause we get to choose.
That’s how it’s gonna be!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!

[Choir]
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,

Ev’ryday!
Live ev’ry day!
Love ev’ryday!
Live ev’ryday!
Love ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!

Convos'

Convo 1:

Me : Yea, my baby, my precious doggie uses dad's N95 to talk to me..
F : No no!! Uses D95.
R : D95?! (looks at me)
Me : oh Oh OH!!
R&Me : HAHAHAHA....
F : =.=


(R meant D-cup.. bra size.... R meant, DOG95)

(Dun ask me how bra size can come up in that convo... i'm innocent..)


Convo 2:

F: Damn itchy la.. I itch all over
R: Eh, me too la... You la! Make me itchy

(It was due to the stupid mosquito flying around... but think about it out of context, if you get what i mean)


Convo 3:

Me: Birds of a feather flock together... Since I'm rather perverted, it means that you are too...
R : Oh.. No no... You see, our feathers are different..
Me: Oh..? How you know ler..? You seen me naked before..?
R : ............. urm..... Imagination! haha...

(I rather enjoy making R squim... if possible)

Murder

I. AM. SO. TOTALLY. DEAD.





OFFICIALLY.





DOOMED.





sigh....





someone teach me how to last till the 11th, and come out SANE.






or better still, how to pass my killer subjects.