murky

It's like a drug,
with one taste,
you'll want more.

You know it's wrong,
in manys' eyes.
you know many will get hurt,
should the truth be revealed.

But somehow or another,
you know you cant let go.
Not then, not now,
Perhaps, never.

The truth eludes everyone,
all the time.
So why should it not,
this time.

I want you all the time,
but you could never be mine.
So I've to be contented,
to just seeing you like this,
under the veils of shadows.

I know what I'm doing,
seems a-mighty wrong.
But to be able to hold you here,
in my arms,
makes it seems oh-so right.

So pray, tell me.
Is this right? or is this wrong?
Should I break free? or break hearts?
Should I hold you dear? or let you go?

You, my love,
are my sweet tasting drug.
The one thing I can never get enough of.
But to be with you,
Wills be crossed, and arms raised.

I wonder,
Is whatever we have, whatever we share,
Worth all this doubt?

I wish to see the path ahead......

P.U.P.P.Y

So Puppy's bday is like, on the 23rd... But since everyone was in uni today, we decided to just celebrate it today... Was actually late for class, but for me, it was worth it... and all the trouble we took to surprise her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE EAN !!!!!

See la... all of us enjoyyyyy nia.... Jie do all the cutting, and puppy do all the distributing... and me do all the photo snapping.. :P


Eh Jie! Sesat la u...


Yea... this is better... the correct person sitting at the correct place... lol


Cassie and puppy


Puppy and Mel... (Lucky those two dont fight... :P)


Me and puppy....


Jo, Megan, Jie and puppy... Group pic!


Me and Megan... Megan was holding puppy's hair... and me? up to no good... as usual.. hehe


Oops! Candle dropped out! Lucky Puppy saved it


HAHA... make a wishhhhh!! :D


Puppy after making a wish... (wat is my phone doing there? like so cacat liddat.. =.=)


Puppy admiring her cake.... (EH!!! who's finger?? mine ar?! SHIT.. cacat betul!!! )


Taryn and puppy... one looking at me, the other looking at mel... LOL....



Quote(s) of the day/event:

Megan: Eh! Kenot blow candles twice... If Blow, den means double edi... Means you 40 edi lor!
LeeEan: =.= Den I dun wanna blow edi!
Jie: Fuiyoh! Den u ma older den me edi... wahhhh!!! hahahahaha

Taryn: Why puppy?
Me: Coz... dunno! Ean-y the puppy ma... nice ma... :)
LeeEan: =.=
Taryn: Hmm... Call Charlie lar! hehe... Unisex punya name... nice ler! see ar, u ppl call her Cheahle, so rite, if call, Charlie Cheah Lee Ean... NOT BAD ler!!!!
Me: (Thinks) Hmmm.... Not bad ler... Hmm... seriously not bad!! haha... EH! still got next year rite!! den we can totally put 'Happy Bday Charlie Cheahle!'
Taryn & me: HAHAAHA...
LeeEan: =.=

Hope you liked it, puppy... ;)

Introductions

My friend told me to do a post on my 'zoo'. Therefore, here goes! *Drum roll* Let the introductions begin!

Siew Peng - (Gui Gui)
My latest addition in the zoo. She's just terribly slow when it comes to *erhem* certain stuff.

Mel Mok - (Spastic cat)
My roommate, whose name is the same as that emitted from a cat/kitten.

Natalie - (Mousey)
Small and timid, exactly the epitome of the name.

Lee Ean - ( Ean-y the puppy)
Dun ask me why puppy... It just stuck. Puppy is cute... and infinitely innocent... (dun corrupt her!)

Li Hui - (Nomad Camel)
Nomad... just like a pilot... Unfortunately, this camel sucks at long distance. (C-A-C-A-T)

Esther Lee - (Piglet)
Yeah, exactly like 1. likes food and is small sized.... small enough to be hugged from behind then tickled... (and she is goddamn ticklish!)

Sze Jein - (Dolphin)
She's actually a hybrid... a combination of dolphin+monkey+elephant+human. But since I cant find such a picture (they dun really exists i suppose.. wonder how she was even conceived), I suppose a dolphin is the best description of her. (free spirited)

Kang Yun - (Lil Dino)
Dunno why she calls herself dino... but I guess it stuck. So here goes! (darling! as cute as u le!)

last but not least,

Erica - (Whaley)
One of the cutest of the lot, my whaley (whose name was penned by Mel) is coincidentally the 'obese' owner of my 'spastic cat'.... Wonder how did that ever happened...


So there! The formal introductions all done with.... I should totally come up with nicks for Jie, Jo, Megan and Mich. But for the record... My 'animals' are just sooo cute!











I wonder...... Would jie consent to be a panda?

Crystal Clear?

Tagged by KK. =.= So I'll oblige.

Rules:
1) The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.
2) Gender... Optional
3) Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.
4) If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.
5) Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!


a) Passionate
b) Gorgeous
c) Sweet
d) Haunting... (In a good way larr... cz i cant get tat person off my mind)
e) Desirable
f) Has good taste in everything
g) Stimulating in every way..
h) A wonderful person


I tag:
darling, anne, whaley, dolphin, jie (if she ever reads this), puppy, and of course, mel and lishan.

song

I likey!

Rooster - Deep And Meaningless

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

[Chorus (repeat)]

If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
My love for you is deep and meaningless

jobless

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone. And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care. You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands. Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends. Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires. Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them. Tips for the future: Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates! Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once. Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes. Best color to attract mate: Sky blue Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Me, Myself and I

Read this on LiShan's blog.. found it interesting...
10 years ago...

1.) How old were you? 10

2.) Where did you go to school? SRJK Pei Hua

3.) Where did you work? Housework nia... :P

4.) Where did you live? duh, i was 10! family lar! oh, in Sban, in case u were wondering

5.) Where did you hang out? urm.. was pretty shy.. hung out at home, or at grandparent's place in KL

6.) Did you wear glasses? yes

7.) Who was your best friend? If I'm not mistaken, Hong Ee and YunYun

8) Who was your crush? neh.. dun think i got

9.) How many tattoos did you have? none

10.) How many piercings did you have? none

11.) What car did you drive? halo! i was 10!

12.) Had you been to a real party? er.. i think so.. depending on ur definition of a 'real' party

13.) Had your heart broken? nope

14.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter? single

4 years ago...

1.) How old were you? 16

2.) Where did you go to school? SMK Chan Wa

3.) Where did you work? nowhere

4.) Where did you live? Sban

5.) Where did you hang out? malls, home, KL

6.) Did you wear glasses? duh

7.) Who was your best friend? Siew Peng

8.) Who was your crush? none at that moment

9.) How many tattoos did you have? 0

10.) How many piercings did you have? none

11) What car did you drive? can't

12.) Had you had your heart broken? neh

13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter? single

**MAY 2007**

1.) How old are you? 19

2.) Where do you work? neh.. was and still am, unemployed

3.) Who is your best friend? duno!

4.) Where do you live? KL/Sban

5.) Do you have a crush? yes I do

6.) Do you talk to your old friends? yes, but only a few of them

7.) How many piercings do you have? none...

8.) How many tattoos do you have? 0

9.) What car do you drive? dad's car... Wira

10.) Has your heart been broken? a couple of times

11.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter? single

Dinner

You know, I got the shock of my life when I found out that my whaley actually walked all the way from hostel to USJ11. It took her 4 hours to and fro. Honestly, I thought that she was out of her mind. Even more so when she invited me to walk with her to 1 Utama.

But after walking with her to SS15 today for dinner just now, I realized the joy in it. Apparently, it is quite enjoyable walking a short distance away. Despite the 20 odd minutes walk, we weren't all that tired after all. We even went up to AsiaNet to say hi to Julian and Richard. We watched them DoTA. Gosh! They really are pro!

After watching them almost losing the game, but turning the tide at the end, we were hungry, so we went for Bak Ku Teh. Yummy gorgeous Bak Ku Teh. Hope that jie remembers to bring me go soon ba! (Hoping against all odds)

We had our dinner, then went back to Asia Cafe to look for them. Got down to chatting, and I found out that Richard is from the same school as me, my so-called junior. Wow! This once again confirms the fact that the world is SMALL!

Anyway. I had fun walking with whaley today.

sigh

I miss:

Jie
Darling
Whaley
KK
Piglet
Dolphin+monkey+elephant
Cat
Nat
Peng
WC
Celine
Taryn
Cheahle
PK
YY
Huiping