*For the record: I miss Siew Peng very very much.*
So I'm back in my hometown this weekend. All because I made a promise to my pig that I'll meet up with her. And meeting up with my pig makes me realize how much I truly do miss her. It's been what? at least 5 months since I last saw her. I still remember, the last time we met up was when she was working, and I was having my 3 months break.
I miss the times we can talk non-stop for hours. I still remember the time we chatted for over 7 hours non-stop till 5 am the next day. Brings back fond memories of the times and fun we shared. Why is it among all my high school friends, I miss her the most? Despite everything that happened, I cant help but BE close to her.
And we are close.
So. Anyway. I met up with her at 12. 30 pm today. It was supposed to be 12 noon, but I was late, she was late. And I even met a number of people there in Jusco. From my primary school teacher, to my high school teacher, to my MOM's ex-student.
=.=
Ate lunch at Secret Recipe. Pig couldn't eat, as she has a BAD throat, which is like, such a sad thing! Even her slice of cake seemed tasteless to her. So sad! Hung around there for a while, then I left at almost 4. Was quite reluctant to leave, actually. But duty calls, so off I go, back home to pick mom up to go grocery shopping.
(Note: NEVER go grocery shopping when you're hungry)
*P/s: When I call her pig, it's MY term of endearment for her, just like I call Erica whaley. So don't take it the wrong way.*
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
SS15
And so i was walking down the path, with Mel beside me. Right in front of Mac Centre, this happened:
Random Girl:I'm sorry I'm so hot....
(I was thinking, why should you apologize to ur bf for being hot? not good meh, being hot?)
=P
ok. i'm being lame and random, but this is what happens when you accidentally overhear people's snippits of convo.. of course, it doesn't help that she's kinda hot, and he's not.
=P
Random Girl:I'm sorry I'm so hot....
(I was thinking, why should you apologize to ur bf for being hot? not good meh, being hot?)
=P
ok. i'm being lame and random, but this is what happens when you accidentally overhear people's snippits of convo.. of course, it doesn't help that she's kinda hot, and he's not.
=P
Simple Plan
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Monday, May 05, 2008
thoughts.
Matchbox 20 - If You're Gone
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
Saturday, May 03, 2008
updates?
went shopping with mom today.. apparently, jusco is having sales, for labour day... i suppose i should be happy cz i did manage to expand my wardrobe a lil bit... got me 2 tees... i like.... :P thanks to jie's Jcard, me likey Jusco even more now... :D
AND. i got to satisfy my Starbucks Caramel Frappucino craving. FINALLY! i mean, it's been so damn long since i actually stepped into starbucks and drank my all-time fav. no pics at the moment... but, u'll see me wear it someday... :D
(p/s: i love black... n white is slowly beginning to be my 2nd choice after black)
on a different note, i'm guessing i really really should thank erica & nat. thanks for intro-ing me to WoW, or rather DoTA. finally understanding the addiction behind it all. and with that understanding, comes the desire to conquer that game. well, a new addiction... nothing more, nothing less.
i realized, i have got quite a number of cravings: KFC, McD, BK, PH, Wendy's, Carl's Jr, SK...... Gosh! i'm gonna be one big, fat pig/monkey/hybrid. damn! (jein! i dun care, u're bringing me go... help me satisfy my craving...)
AND. i got to satisfy my Starbucks Caramel Frappucino craving. FINALLY! i mean, it's been so damn long since i actually stepped into starbucks and drank my all-time fav. no pics at the moment... but, u'll see me wear it someday... :D
(p/s: i love black... n white is slowly beginning to be my 2nd choice after black)
on a different note, i'm guessing i really really should thank erica & nat. thanks for intro-ing me to WoW, or rather DoTA. finally understanding the addiction behind it all. and with that understanding, comes the desire to conquer that game. well, a new addiction... nothing more, nothing less.
i realized, i have got quite a number of cravings: KFC, McD, BK, PH, Wendy's, Carl's Jr, SK...... Gosh! i'm gonna be one big, fat pig/monkey/hybrid. damn! (jein! i dun care, u're bringing me go... help me satisfy my craving...)
Friday, May 02, 2008
tagged 2
From Jie:
1. To watch or participate?
Depends...
2. Malls, catalog shopping, or the Internet?
Malls... can hang out with frenz too...
3. A bath or shower?
depends... :P
4. To talk to people by telephone, in person or by e-mail?
preferably by person, if not, den telephone...
5. Typing or writing?
Typing.
To tag:
darling
anne
mel
lee ean
jein
KK
1. To watch or participate?
Depends...
2. Malls, catalog shopping, or the Internet?
Malls... can hang out with frenz too...
3. A bath or shower?
depends... :P
4. To talk to people by telephone, in person or by e-mail?
preferably by person, if not, den telephone...
5. Typing or writing?
Typing.
To tag:
darling
anne
mel
lee ean
jein
KK
tagged 1
TagList out 20 names.
1. ganli jie
2. Jein
3. KK jie
4. sookmay
5. mabel
6. darling
7. anne
8. yuhe
9. syinkit
10. lishan
11. ally
12. pei
13. yy
14. melissamok
15. erica
16. natalie
17. esther
18. joanne
19. wenchean
20. lee ean
How do you know 14?
SAM. H1-ian
What would you do if you had never met 1?
jie? well, less someone to manja with... sadness..
What would you do if 9 and 20 dated you?
both straight.... too straight to even consider.. :P
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
darling and esther?? HAHAHA.... i dunno...! maybe... :D
Do you think 8 is attractive?
oh yes!
Do you know anything about 12's family?
she has an elder sis, and 2 younger ones.. :D
Tell me something about 7.
is fun to chat with! :)
What is 18's favourite?
fashion... i suppose... her lifelong passion
Who is going out with 19?
KC lor... who else??! my ex housemate with my ex roommate.. =.=
How old is 16 now?
a year younger than me
When was the last time you talked to 13?
sometime ago... hardly get to see tat fella anymore... bz...
Would you date 4?
f***ing straight... as darling would put it.. :P
Would you date 17?
hahahaha.... under different circumstances, i might... i just might... :P
Is 15 single?
yes... single and unavailable... :P
What is 10's last name?
lim
Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
nope... nt my type... :P
INTI nilai
Where does 6 live?
currently in melb... :( miss her...
What is your favourite thing about 5?
wat a question! i dunno! i jz like her as a person... aint tat good enuf?? :P
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
pain
hey ppl... it's been quite a while, since my last flirtatious (?) update. but yea, back to real life (not tat flirting isn't), it's FINALLY OVER! my money caps assignment, is, as u may put it: signed, sealed, delivered.
damn the sub-prime crisis which HAD to happen last year, and subsequently 'force' us finance students to read up bout it, cz of assignment. ceh!
so i was damn happy, handing in my paper. den, the day took a slight downturn. 1st jie said tat she wont be staying back for lectures... nx, whn i was opening the door to the auditorium, i 'nicely' scrapped the skin off my index finger. a nice sized 'hole' (?).. it wasn't anything particularly serious, just tat past of it was bit deep, n it was bleeding non stop... partly due to the fact that i was writing.. oh ya! btw, tis is my right index finger we're talking about...
when i said nice sized, it's not really big... tho i doubt i would actually feel much pain here... my actual wound/injury (?) is about 0.5 cm in diameter... it did stop bleeding after my lectures, so i din really see the point in putting a plaster.... until the lil fire display/demo by gerald... was fooling around with jein n esther, den i noticed it started bleeding again... :( so yea, had to put plaster... sadness...
damn the sub-prime crisis which HAD to happen last year, and subsequently 'force' us finance students to read up bout it, cz of assignment. ceh!
so i was damn happy, handing in my paper. den, the day took a slight downturn. 1st jie said tat she wont be staying back for lectures... nx, whn i was opening the door to the auditorium, i 'nicely' scrapped the skin off my index finger. a nice sized 'hole' (?).. it wasn't anything particularly serious, just tat past of it was bit deep, n it was bleeding non stop... partly due to the fact that i was writing.. oh ya! btw, tis is my right index finger we're talking about...
when i said nice sized, it's not really big... tho i doubt i would actually feel much pain here... my actual wound/injury (?) is about 0.5 cm in diameter... it did stop bleeding after my lectures, so i din really see the point in putting a plaster.... until the lil fire display/demo by gerald... was fooling around with jein n esther, den i noticed it started bleeding again... :( so yea, had to put plaster... sadness...
Friday, April 11, 2008
snippit
XXX: hey! How’s the chocs?
YYY: haha… Nice! Bit too sweet, but nice! Hehe.. reminds me of u..:P
XXX: swt.. cz I gave u that choc
YYY: haha.. cz u’re sweet n nice.. :P leaves a memorable aftertaste..
(ZZZ said: YYY, you're such a flirt!)
Is this considered flirting? LOL!!!
